Date: Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Time: 10:14 PM

i'll be okay, it's that what you want me to say?

it all started this morning when i received a text from karlo saying he's not going to school. at first, i thought it was only a joke. because he makes jokes like that. err. but it was 7.3o already and he didn't show up. and he doesn't even tell me why he's not going to school. ughh.

good thing, our classes are not regular. except for chemistry which blew my head up. but before that, he asked me if i would go to their house. [anyway, it's just a mere five minute walk from school.] i agreed. but after i went with Cyntarah to magic. but i stopped at school first to drop off my baggage and i went to their house.

aww. he looks not himself. [HE IS SICK! WHY CAN'T HE JUST TELL ME THAT?! BAD!] and he is really, really siiick. i feel sorry for him. i wish i could stay. pero cannot be. because i still have to attend the bugtungan and quiz bee. he didn't understand and so he was mad.

at the middle of the game, he texted me and told me to come over after our form on COCC. i said okay. but was having second thoughts about it. THiNK. if i go there, it will be 6 pm already. and there will be his parents. and i'm STiLL shy. hahaha. meiigally.

after our COCC form, i know i don't have to go. i was walking towards the bus stop ALONE.ugh. nobody wanted to be with me. :( they're all a meanie. >.< anyway, when i was at the front of their house, i saw him with his father upsatirs on the terrace. i smiled at him and waved and i went home. i was texting him saying i'm too shy to come over.

he didn't replied back. i turned off my cellphone.

i got home. rushed into the bathroom, 'cause i really, REALLY need to go. i took a bath. and then, my brother told me karlo is calling. in his phone. i took the call. explained it to him and he told me, "sino ba naman ang hindi magagalit sa ginawa mo?" buset. but he forgave me, or so i think.

he's sleeping now. courtesy of his father. i won't be bothering him anymore. i like to get him rested so he can go to school tomorrow. and also because i really, really miss him and i want to have someone to accompany me when i go home. so i won't be feeling lonely like i did when i went home.

i was feeling really lonely. i was hoping for someone to cuddle. unfortunately, that person is sick. :c

anyway. on the bright side, i got 88 for a grade in Statistics. yes! haha. i thought i would fail. thank goodness. and i got an 85 in Journalism. *sigh* it's alright. at least i passed. and i'm pretty sure i'm going to fail Geometry. yehey.

well, good night then.

and to karlo : BE WELL TOMORROW OR ELSE! 0have left cookies for me