about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Friday, December 5, 2008
Time: 8:27 PM
i hate you but i love you.

i always pretend that it`s not hurting me. but the truth is, it does and it gets badly every day.

i really hate him. but why do i have this feeling that i still love him? i hate it. whenever i`m alone, i always feel this thing inside my heart. like there`s a vein that`s ready to pop.

and he always gives me the feeling whenever i caught him looking at me that he still cares. and he`s also pretending. i tried to look for other guys. i have found one but i don`t know if i can love him because i`m still attached. and it`s not that easy to let go, believe me.

i just put a strong front whenever i`m with people just so that they will think that i`m really moving on. i`m doing it. i`m even using different guys just to make myself away from him. but every time that i`m alone, it all comes back to me. >.<

i hate that feeling! do i still love him?

i really HATE YOU.
but i still LOVE YOU.

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