Date: Sunday, March 16, 2008
Time: 10:21 PM

so much has been happening.
my life is being tested again. and now, i'm in the verge of crying my heart out again.

tomorrow is our finals but i don't know if i'm ready. yes, i have reviewed everything and that but then what happened last friday gave my mind a total jumpstart. As if my mind was being sucked into electric wires.

what did i do to deserve it?
he said all i know was...IS... jealousy.

okay, so i admit. i MAY BE the world's jealous queen. but you can't blame me. though i want you to blame me. [urm.. duh?]

when i heard those words i was like, "Uhm. What? Are you serious?"
and they were like way serious...darn.

i thought at that time, "What's the use of loving when that someone doesn't even love you really?"
i was also like, shit. Why are you all being HYPOCRITES?!

i was hurting. they can see it.

good thing there's no classes, though. i was crying in our tambayan for two hours straight. with Chynn, Lyn and Nash by my side.

i lost my appetite so i just hang out alone during lunch time since Lyn and Nash had to go somewhere else. And Chynn? Well, she disappeared after we left her with her groupmates.

so, i was hanging out alone when suddenly someone sat on the floor in front of me. Surprise, surprise. It's him.

I asked myself,"What the hell is he doing here? Wasn't he supposed to be with HER?"

And then he talked. Explained. a bit only.

I wasn't satisfied.

and now..

*yawn*

i'm sleepy.

tata. 0have left cookies for me