Date: Sunday, December 23, 2007
Time: 8:54 PM

wake me up from this daydream. woohoo. i went out on a date. haha. kidding only. :] this day, i went out. [hooray.] i was unleashed from my sanctuary a.k.a. HELL a.k.a. my room.

i was so bored in this freaking house i decided to come with my brother. yeah yeah. :]]

we arrived at Agoo minutes before lunch time, i think. i texted HiM and agreed that we'd meet.

i arrived at the front of their house about 12.3o. . . i was surprised to see several people coming out of their house. my shyness had overruled again. [yay]

i waited for him to come out and there he was, wearing his [pink.purple]/black-striped polo shirt for skaters. :]] i love his shirt. haha. i was with him when he bought it. yeah yeah. haha. along with two other shirts from ARTWORK. woohoo.

i don't know what's wrong with me . . . but i was high. i mean, not drugged-high. just mentally HIGH. i didn't feel any sad emotions this day. thank god. the first time in my whole life.

couldn't ask for more. except to be with my dadii whom i've been missing again. over and over again. i wish i could be with him. i NEED to be with him. haha. yes. i'm THAT desperate.

we just hang out. nothing more. nothing less. talked and talked. :] memorable, sweet, unforgettable moment in my life.

we ate lunch at, guess what, 4 pm. yes. haha. :]] lunch at 4. woohoo. we ate at Jollibee. ordered fries, ice craze, sprite, chicken burger [wrong] and nothing more.

after we ate, i decided to go back to my brother. my dadii's bro came to us and invited me to go to their house. i refused.

DAMN. haha. i freaked out. i'm not ready to go their house. nor their front yard. or in their garage. haha. i admit i made it into their garage ONCE. last year's christmas party. and we're not yet together that time. haha.

when we made it to my brother, he was still in the middle of snack. so we walked around again until my brother called me and told me we were to go home. we went back. but when we were walking he told me he would borrow my heartstrings body bag. DUH, i told him, pangbabae yan. ano ka ba?!

i was wrestling the bag out of him but he is strong. daym... we were still fighting [it's only a joke] for the bag until we reached our car. i gave up the bag. haha. i can't win in anyway! haha. :]] i'm such a total loser. my brother's gf told us to get into the car. but he refused.

but i have pursued him to ride. haha. YEAH! i won! woohoo. haha. LOLxx. he sat in the front seat and i'm in the backseat.

woohoo.

he's beside my brother. and he's not reacting! oh yeah. oh yeah. haha. XD he got off in the skating area [imelda garden].

said goodbye. and we just texted tonight.

i'm planning to call him later. when my brother is not in this room. ;] i need some privacy anyway.

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tomorrow night is christmas eve! i don't know if i'm going to be excited or just plain nothing.

i'm not expecting to be given lots of cool gifts. hay .

life is so unfair.

daym. 0have left cookies for me