Date: Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Time: 10:49 PM

today, to be exact. things are getting much better. with us. yes. i'm trying hard not to be affected by my illness which can cause me severe damage, physically, emotionally and mentally.

although i sometimes feel my illness creeping up in my spine and into my brain, i hope and wish i can be normal just for the time. especially, the time when all i want is to be happy. and be calm.

for example, [not really. it's the truth] i feel my illness again. i can feel it building up inside me.

i can't help but worry. i want to be normal. but still, i feel i'm having a great time in my life when i'm doing it.damn. i'm so unreasonable.

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this day is great. :]

i went out again. with my bro.

we decided to go to Baguio. and yes, we went. but at different times and different buses. and also different people. :]

he went with his gf and mine with mine! HAHA. :] but because i'm so tired to talk about it, [it was full of excitement, i tell you] you won't know about it now. haha.

sorry guys.

i'm really tired.

oh, and by the way, he gave me a teddy bear. AGAIN. :]

woot.

labyu. <3 0have left cookies for me