Date: Friday, September 14, 2007
Time: 8:45 PM

after what happened this morning, nothing's gonna be the same...,, If you thought it had done something good to us, you're not thinking right. It made us more bitter than ever...

Think positive, as they say... But don't just settle for that positive... because every thing has a downside of it...,,

Do you think you're right? How come you're always right? Don't you commit mistakes? If you don't, we shall all bow down before you because you're now the Highest Being in the world. If you don't have any mistakes, why, you are oh-so perfect we could all kneel down and kiss your shoes.

All that rumors about me? I threw them out in the trash... I didn't really think about it... Why would I think such nonsense? Damn you all. I know I know.. I committed a mistake..., But what do you care? You're not me. You'll never be me...

Because you won't understand how my mind works... Hell, I don't even know myself. But I know no one could think what I'm thinking. You think you're higher than them? Shut the fuck up.

Once, I did that...(elementary years...)It made me no good. I tried to be normal like anyone... I felt better... But here in HS, I tried to be alone... and it felt perfectly.

Some of you couldn't even stand being alone... Becase you are afraid... You want to have someone to stand up to you...But there will be a time when you will be alone...

It's never gonna be alright... This world is made up of problems we can't usually face. It is made up of different people with different insights...

Now tell me... Can you change the whole world? Ask them in different languages to make a difference?

And also... Can you please just PLEASE FIX YOUR LIFE FIRST BEFORE YOU DESTROY OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES?!

you ruined mine. BIG TIME. And I'm not very happy... You know why? We have been talking about UNITY...But where did our main topic go? DAMN YOU PEOPLE WHO TOOK THIS UP... I hope you find Hell and edifying experience. YES. I'M THIS BAD.

If I asked you what would you do if you're in my shoes... I expect you'll be saying... 'I'm never gonna do what you did. I'm going to think...'...

okay... Let me tell you what I think...,,

I expect many people would tell that line BUT what if you're think the same lines like me? You're also going to commit that mistake... And you'll be hurt SO BAD. okay?! You're not thinking how other people will feel... What if they don't want to talk about it? You can't persuade them to do it.

Leave them alone... Let them think... Let them be what they want to be... Don't interfere with their lives... You're not their parent. DUH.

Don't act as though you're the superior one and the others are just your minions... Don't act tough. Because no one is tough...,, If we are tough we won't be able to live this drastic world. We won't have any problems...

We all have our downside personalities... I don't admire people easily. You'll never know...

NEXT TIME....

WOULD YOU JUST PLEASE SHUT UP?! It will never gonna be alright even if you try hard to fix things...

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