Date: Sunday, September 9, 2007
Time: 4:41 PM

spending my time alone lately. haays. my head is aching again from the heat.

alone alone. everyday i'm feeling much worse. everday when i wake up, i cry because i know that the upcoming day will be spent by me alone. alone. haays.

other people would be walking down the streets, laughing with their oh-so-cool friends why yours truly would just be hanging out in one place or would conversate with people who are not busy.

it hurts my eyes seeing them happy while i plasters a fake smile just to let people know that i'm okay even though i'm not.

so i'm a faker. but a good faker that is. i'm not faking anything seriously. just that i'm faking my own happiness.

if i imagine me being with others, it will just be a blur. when i push that thought, all i could see is me staring at the cliques of boys and girls having a great time.

i'm in the mood of writing down my feelings now... and i'm in the mood of eating pringles. haha. :))

why is it so damn hot today?..

i almost forgot it's monday tomorrow. awww...,, classes are back.

and I.WILL.JUST.BE.ON.MY.OWN.AGAIN.

i know things will not improve tomorrow. the plastics are surrounding me again.

I HATE THEM. 0have left cookies for me