Date: Sunday, August 19, 2007
Time: 12:22 PM

i'm so sweaty right now yet i have still a little cold. I'm sneezing and coughing and stuck indoors.

Last night I had a dream. A scary one...

The only part I remembered was when we were in a basement, and we were stuck. There are only three people in there, me and two people whom i do not know. The basement was small... and one wall was covered in spikes. Pointed spikes.

the other person, a guy i think, was hurled onto the spikes and died. Me? I don't know the reason but I drank something. And the girl, the other person, said it was poison. A deadly poison that can easily kill you. OMG. hmm... then..,, she was knocking the door down. I don't know how we got out but I remembered that I was sitting on a couch. My Mum was there smiling, not knowing that I will die. She was talking to me, but I can't remember it... The girl finally told my Mum that I accidentally drank the poison. My Mum was freaking out... but I can only hear my heart beating fast... Then I said to myself..

"Apat na heartbeats nalang... patay na ako..."

It was true. After only four beats (maybe even less I think), I died. I felt my heart not pumping anymore. I was totally hopeless. In that instant, my eyes closed. But I can still think...

"Buksan mo mata mo.... Kaya mo yan!!!.... Subukan mong buksan!!!

Then I woke up.

I thought it was real!!! I was afraid... I WOULD like to die. But not now. Now that I find a way to be happy despite of being the center of attention of flying rumors that makes my life a living hell.

I LIKE to die instantly with the use of the blade,.. but still something is holding me back.. there...,,

sheesh. It's the second time I dreamt of dying...,,

glad that was over... :(

Labels: dream, dying, phew, scary

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