about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Monday, September 22, 2008
Time: 8:04 PM
a letter from the hurt.

why do you always want to hurt me? =[
you ALWAYS knew how much it hurts me.
but why are you still doing it?

you`re falling for her, i can see it.
and she also is falling for you.
good luck to the both of you.

i don`t regret that i met you.
it was my decision and my decisions are mine to choose.
it isn`t yours to take.

you know how much i wanted to take my life away when i feel like this.
i thought you knew me from the start. =[

okay. so i`m replaced to a ... uhh ... what should i call her?
i dunno. HER.
yeah. anyway. she is such a hyprocrite.
at least, i`m true.

but i`m still worried about you.
maybe it`s your first love all over again.
and i don`t want you to get hurt.
it kills, you know.

i don`t want you to be hurt
and so i`ll play the role of the best friend.
the caring best friend, who`d be there unexpectedly when you and HER are ... you know.

okay.

i`m ranting.
but of course, this is my blog, as you all know.
this blog serves as my alternative when i get tired from writing on my diary.
haha.

PRETEND is all i have to do.
there is no more effective way than to pretend.
even it hurts.
it`s the only way. =[

i have lied to every people i talked.
i`m not okay.
i`m not over him.
i`m not ready to forget him.

call me stupid.
but it`s my decision.
you can`t tell what i`m going to do.
because from now on, i`m not listening to other people`s rants about me.

i just want to be at peace.
free from all of these craziness.
from all of these pains.

it`s not that easy.
especially if you loved and still love that person very much.
call me stupid again.
i`ll punch you in the nose.
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Date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
Time: 9:32 AM
2nd time around. :)

why am i still happy about it?

arr. i`m still feeling that little *kurot* [nakalimutan ko english term nun! HAHA!] inside of me. anyway, i`ll live. :]
i know it. and maybe. just maybe it will go back again. and never be done again...

ASUS! nagpapaka-emo nanaman ako o. haha. lol.
smile though your heart is aching. HAHA. xDD
pakaadik nalang ako. yes. ganun na lang.
no more tears -- J&J Baby Shampoo.

but i`m going to miss everything but i know i shouldn`t stay still.




just finished doing the first chapter of my story, Never Let Go.

Never Let Go is a true-to-life story about a boy and a girl, unexpected to fall in love.

Sounds familiar? No. haha.

if you want transcripts or something, just place a tag on mi tagboard, `kay?

hope you like it. :]
good morning!
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Date: Monday, September 8, 2008
Time: 10:05 PM
new addiction.

Sum 41's With Me. Great song. nagpapakasenti talaga ako o. lol. emo?! haha. xDD

argh. wala si bro, wala si tatay. it's me and mii madurr here in the house. and i would be getting up early tomorrow. :] and i'll be walking to school tomorrow. :D haha. i miss it.

COCC training is still tiring. i'm thinking i should quit but it would be a waste so i'm not going to quit. x] i want to torture them. i'm only kidding!

i'm hungry again. haay. but i'm fighting the urge to go to the refrigerator and get something. darn stomach. DIE!

i'm sleepy. this a short post. haha. :]

WE.MUST.DO.WORLD.DOMiNATiON!
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Date: Friday, September 5, 2008
Time: 6:16 PM
err

it's been a long time since my last post. ugh. bad me. but of course, there is an explanation to it.

i've been really busy...since i joined the COCC, i'm expected to go home every Monday, Thursday and Friday at 6 pm tired, my brain is not in the mood to think.

sorry bout that.
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