about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Friday, August 29, 2008
Time: 7:53 PM
dengue.

dengue daw sakit ni karlo. :|

damn.
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Date: Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Time: 10:14 PM
getting sentimental.

i'll be okay, it's that what you want me to say?

it all started this morning when i received a text from karlo saying he's not going to school. at first, i thought it was only a joke. because he makes jokes like that. err. but it was 7.3o already and he didn't show up. and he doesn't even tell me why he's not going to school. ughh.

good thing, our classes are not regular. except for chemistry which blew my head up. but before that, he asked me if i would go to their house. [anyway, it's just a mere five minute walk from school.] i agreed. but after i went with Cyntarah to magic. but i stopped at school first to drop off my baggage and i went to their house.

aww. he looks not himself. [HE IS SICK! WHY CAN'T HE JUST TELL ME THAT?! BAD!] and he is really, really siiick. i feel sorry for him. i wish i could stay. pero cannot be. because i still have to attend the bugtungan and quiz bee. he didn't understand and so he was mad.

at the middle of the game, he texted me and told me to come over after our form on COCC. i said okay. but was having second thoughts about it. THiNK. if i go there, it will be 6 pm already. and there will be his parents. and i'm STiLL shy. hahaha. meiigally.

after our COCC form, i know i don't have to go. i was walking towards the bus stop ALONE.ugh. nobody wanted to be with me. :( they're all a meanie. >.< anyway, when i was at the front of their house, i saw him with his father upsatirs on the terrace. i smiled at him and waved and i went home. i was texting him saying i'm too shy to come over.

he didn't replied back. i turned off my cellphone.

i got home. rushed into the bathroom, 'cause i really, REALLY need to go. i took a bath. and then, my brother told me karlo is calling. in his phone. i took the call. explained it to him and he told me, "sino ba naman ang hindi magagalit sa ginawa mo?" buset. but he forgave me, or so i think.

he's sleeping now. courtesy of his father. i won't be bothering him anymore. i like to get him rested so he can go to school tomorrow. and also because i really, really miss him and i want to have someone to accompany me when i go home. so i won't be feeling lonely like i did when i went home.

i was feeling really lonely. i was hoping for someone to cuddle. unfortunately, that person is sick. :c

anyway. on the bright side, i got 88 for a grade in Statistics. yes! haha. i thought i would fail. thank goodness. and i got an 85 in Journalism. *sigh* it's alright. at least i passed. and i'm pretty sure i'm going to fail Geometry. yehey.

well, good night then.

and to karlo : BE WELL TOMORROW OR ELSE!
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Date: Monday, August 25, 2008
Time: 9:19 PM
neurotic side of me.

why am i feeling NEUROTiC all of a sudden?

ugh. raging hormones, that's what. and i've been feeling bitchy again. i think that's a result of idolizing blair waldorf.

i may be schizophreniac. maybe! or an alien. you decide. and tell me, please? email it to me. or PM it to me on YM.

arrr. i am new-row-tic. got that? and i want you to stay out of it. maybe this lifestyle is where i belong. oh god. i'm so confusing!

it'd be amazing and so sympathetic of you if you understand me. i love you. haha. pretty good joke. NOT.
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Date: Sunday, August 24, 2008
Time: 9:52 PM
i'm sick.

no, i'm not ill. i'm not infected with some sort of virus or whatnot.

all i know is, i'm SICK of hearing Michael Phelp's name over and over and over again. i know he's really amazing at swimming winning gold medals here and there but still my ears are ringing Michael Phelps. It seems that everyday, there will be some scoop about him. OH MY. STOP IT!

one thing also, i'm sick of the rumors about the so-called Filipino version of GOSSIP GIRL. i just want to say this:

FILIPINOS DON'T STAND A CHANCE IMITATING THE PLOT OF A WELL-KNOWN TV SHOW.

i mean, i'm not degrading us Filipinos. but i'm just telling the truth. we could improve but it will take us a lot of time and effort and MONEY to reach that high standard.

just talking about money, we would be considered as a *thumbs down*.

and imitating gossip girl? ugh. be original.

that's it.



THiS iS A RANT THREAD.
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Date: Saturday, August 23, 2008
Time: 8:56 PM
moymoy palaboy

kanina ko lang sila nadiscover ahaha.
nakakatuwa naman sila.

one of their masterpieces :



--HEY HEY! YOU YOU! :DD
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Date: Thursday, August 21, 2008
Time: 6:28 PM
urmiigalii,.

i can't believe what had just happened. :o

after being so bitchy [again] this morning, and after being so grumpy, i didn't think that the day won't be fine...

i was watching the LAST episode of GOSSiP GiRL SEASON ONE, when i was interrupted and told me there were HUMANS outside the house. and i have the idea who they were. At least, i thought so.

i went to the window and saw [to my utter surprise] Karlo standing there. i thought he was with Louis or someone but next, i saw Nastasha blabbering again about what happened and yada yada.

we didn't do anything, watch Mary Reille [err, is that the correect spelling?] where the main topic i witnessed was Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Surf the internet. Talk about stuffs Nash could think of. [She is the master topic starter].

it was all good until they went home and i was all alone. and i was told that i should introduce them first before they step in the house. and my room should be private and there would be no one to go in there.

i mean, WHAT THE FUCK? hey, i'm old enough to think for myself, thank you. i know the things i shouldn't be doing. and i know what i'm doing! i know you're just being protective but this is TOO MUCH. not just too much. it's much, much, much more than that. and i know you don't trust me. don't deny it. and that's okay.

because you're in for a nasty treat when i'm in college.

how can i be independent when you're doing that to me? err. check your mind status. think about it.

you're saying that i'm just young. i'm not supposed to do this and that. but then, some ordinary day, you would ask me. 'What will you do if you're in collge?'. Tell me, how was I supposed to answer that when you don't even want me to grow up. Puh-leez.

okay, imma stop this ranting and i should take a bath. :]
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Date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Time: 11:13 PM
bitchy.

i'm feeling bitchy today.

i'm so arrogant. annoying. irritating and whatnot. i feel so stupid. but in a VERY, VERY GOOD WAY.err. does that even makes sense?

i also feel lonely.

another load wasted. i almost wish he didn't send a message, 'coz i know i'd be staying up ALL day just to wait for the next message. ugh. that is just LAME. [err sorry bee, but it's the truth. snap out of your trance! come back to Earth!]

i am really feeling BITCHY! i want to torture people. make them feel HELL. they deserve it anyway. they should disappear. *poof*! yes. that will make me happy. [insert evil laugh here].

oh my. i'm feeling sleepy. i've been watching Gossip Girl for about 6 hours now. god. addict alert. rawr.

i'm gonna sleep.
later.
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Date:
Time: 1:24 PM
Kulayville


View my page on Kulayville


i'm proud to be a member. :]

and i love the other members. <3
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Date:
Time: 10:24 AM

Adopt your own useless blob!

-- this is my useless EMO blob. :D ahaha.
meet him.
you're invited to his christening at Saturday.
text me if you'll come. :]
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Date: Monday, August 18, 2008
Time: 9:34 PM
crap.crapp,crappy!

the three days that we had no classes were such... BLAH. but there are some parts i loved.

anyway. it was really blah. nothing special happened. it was B-O-R-I-N-G.

i wish i stayed here. at least i'm free. not to mention, i'm free to be wild... *sigh*

i miss having my old laptop. :[
oh wait. i haven't told you yet, they bought a new laptop. and it freaking looks like the Vtec. you know. the ones that are only for kids? tss. i hate this crap. really.

the sound is not working and everything is so pathetic. ergh.

sigh. it's crap!
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Date: Thursday, August 14, 2008
Time: 11:21 PM
eyebags.

this would be a really short post. Considering that I'm so tired and sleepy.

I just want to complain about my eyebags.

I HATE THIS DAMN EYEBAGS!
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Date: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Time: 8:46 PM
raging hormones.

teenagers experience these things. raging hormones. i, too, experience this EVERY SiNGLE DAY. so, it's normal for me. haha.

i've just finished 500 People You Meet in Hell by Jessica Zafra in one seating. As usual,she made me laugh.

Every people that made your life a living Hell has their own consequences when they go to Hell. haha. they are fried! xD

[Agaw-eksena : I am one of those people that guards Hell. I'm stationed at the first stop. See you! End of agaw-eksena]

It was funny, though. But in the end, you'll see that some of those consequences are the things that you want to be done in him/her.

try reading it and i'm going to sleep.
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Date: Sunday, August 10, 2008
Time: 10:57 PM
HELL WEEK is MURDER

Hell week starts ... TOMORROW.

and i think i'm ready. yes, definitely ready for English. and i think i have to fail Geometry. Only kidding, i loooooove Geometry. *me turns around and says "blecchhh"*.

i had reviewed alread. This morning at 6 am until 8 am. And i was still sleepy back then. but i think, i remember any infos i need for tomorrow.

i think. i think. i think.

Got my ballpens? Check. Paper? Check. Sci. calculator? Check. Mind? missing.

My mind must have scattered away, unable to sustain useless information plus the information from my school notes.

Help me find my poor brain back.

**


If i don't get enough sleep, my eyebags are going to be as baggy as those tea bags your parents have on the kitchen cupboard. I can feel them getting baggier and baggier by the minute.

How do i get rid of these irritating eyebags?! I'm not going to use cucumbers. Why waste them putting on your eyes while you can eat them?! Such nonsense! (Or is it just me?)

Do people look good when they have eyebags? Tell me. How do I look?

Me: Mirror,mirror on the wall. Do I still look good when I've got these hideous eyebags?
Mirror: Oh, shut the fuck up. You know how you look like.
Me: Hideous?
Mirror: Right on!

I'm getting paranoid by the minute. I'm having troubles. Psycho problems. Grr. Psycho Rabbit is on the loose.

Watch out, or i will gnaw at you!

Maybe I'm psycho? Yes. That must be it. I MUST BE PSYCHO! :D
and whoever befriends me is a psycho.
So,
Are you psycho?

**


i'm sleepy. but still, i have to finish this post. this would be my last post. Not until the 12th, that is.

*yawn*

i will sleep.
now.
these eyebags have got to go.

wish me luck tomorrow.
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Date: Saturday, August 9, 2008
Time: 9:21 PM
she's still the bitch.

even though she moved away, she's still a bitch.

oh yes, she still have this vomitous charisma and looks. EVERYONE WOULD FALL FOR HER. but not me, not until she'd done that to me. nah-uh. You are ugly to me, sweetie. Because i know what you're like.

You blindfold people into you and drop them off along the road. Definitely not good.


You're a bitch.

And don't deny it.
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Date: Monday, August 4, 2008
Time: 9:22 PM
i'm chuck bass. :)

okay. i'm waaaaaaaay obsessed about Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick. He's too yummy to resist. haha.

Another evidence that I fall for the bad guys...Bad, HOT guys. :]

favorite Chuck quote.
"Why should I be chosen to be an usher? I'M CHUCK BASS. :D
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Date: Sunday, August 3, 2008
Time: 9:02 PM
chuck bass addiction

thank god, the electricity's fine again. i can use the internet freelyyy. :D

anyway. i've been away for the weekend. since we want to avoid the hell-ish blackout yesterday [it was 5 am up to 12 mn], we went to Baguio on Friday afternoon. ermm. just that. haha.

i am tooooo tired to talk about what happened in Baguio since nothing interesting happened.

All I know is that I am iNLURVEE with CHUCK BASS of GOSSiP GiRL. :]




look at that hottie. yumm.
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