Date: Saturday, February 23, 2008
Time: 7:14 PM

daym.

i'm freaking out.

WHY CAN'T SHE JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE?!
I KNOW IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD BUT CAN'T SHE SEE? SHE'LL BE RUINING MY LIFE!

IF THAT DAY COMES, MY LIFE IN THE FOLLOWING DAYS WOULD BE HELL!
I TOLD YOU I'M NOT STRONG! I'M FREAKING WEAK!

I'M HOPING THAT DAY WOULDN'T COME OR ELSE I'M DOOMED.
OR, WORSE, DEAD.

NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND ME. NO ONE WOULD!
DAMN YOU WOMAN!

DAMN YOU ALL! MY LIFE IS NOW MIXED UP BECAUSE OF YOU!
IT'S ALL PART OF LIFE'S RICH TAPESTRY. CAN'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND THAT?!

I'M TELLING THIS IN MY BLOG 'CAUSE I'M NOT OPEN TO ANYONE. NOT EVEN HIM...,,
I'M TOO SCARED TO SAY SOMETHING. TOO SHY YOU'D KNOW ALL MY SECRETS.

because since i was a kid i never shared my BIGGEST and DARKEST secrets...not even to my best friend who i loved so mucch.

please understand my situation. i'm not happy in our house. i'm just grateful my brother is here...haay.

if only they can read this.

damn.

LiFE SUCKS! DEMMET! 0have left cookies for me