about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Friday, December 28, 2007
Time: 11:07 PM
28th = 5th! XD

aww. i love every 28th of every month. ahahaha.For those you know why i love it, just shut up, okay? :] ahaha.

so, I woke up with a very heavy head and very heavy body. [i'm not obese!] i am sick. damn. my head's hurting like hell until now.

but then, i made most of my day by communicating with him. ahaha. i miss him like mad. LOL. he's not texting anymore. i wonder what's his problem.

one and a half hour to go before 28 will end. aww. :[ i will wait until January 28, 2oo8 to be happy again... i hope. i love being happy. kahit na isang oras lang.

i really miss. badly.

Listening to Apology by Alesana right now.

i'm addicted. woohoo.

oh, by the way, i created a forum. Crazy Ward

drop by if you have time.

i'm speechless.

will update if i like. haha.
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Date: Thursday, December 27, 2007
Time: 2:01 AM
1 in the morning.,

I'm still up.

It's already one a.m. I can't sleep. Been thinking of HiM. i'm having a nervous breakdown here right now...

[ayaw pa kasing magparamDAMN eh.]

eeeeee. i'm so freaking out. no joke. i'm hyperventilating here. no one's awake. and no one will understand if i tell them. argh.

i thought i was going to sleep early. but then THAT thing entered my mind and i simply cannot sleep. and i think i will never sleep. argh. help me take it off my mind...

...but then i won't do that because he's mine and i need to take care of him. like what i did for her mom today.

i'm having a BIG responsibility in here. at least, i think so. he may never see it like this, but it's my idea and thought. god. help him in this situation. it's hard to see him having these mad ideas that involves killing for the sake of revenge.

i tried to stop him. but no. he's hard-headed and won't even listen to me.

[i'm telling you. i'm gonna smack your face if you do it. so don't.]

i know it hurts him about what happened with his uncle who he likes to think his brother. well, i know his life. :/

i know i shouldn't mind this because it's none of my business... but then, i don't want to lose him, do I?

NO. NO. NO.

cannot.


help me make my day calm.

thank you.

(-.-)
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Date: Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Time: 10:49 PM
things are better...

today, to be exact. things are getting much better. with us. yes. i'm trying hard not to be affected by my illness which can cause me severe damage, physically, emotionally and mentally.

although i sometimes feel my illness creeping up in my spine and into my brain, i hope and wish i can be normal just for the time. especially, the time when all i want is to be happy. and be calm.

for example, [not really. it's the truth] i feel my illness again. i can feel it building up inside me.

i can't help but worry. i want to be normal. but still, i feel i'm having a great time in my life when i'm doing it.damn. i'm so unreasonable.



this day is great. :]

i went out again. with my bro.

we decided to go to Baguio. and yes, we went. but at different times and different buses. and also different people. :]

he went with his gf and mine with mine! HAHA. :] but because i'm so tired to talk about it, [it was full of excitement, i tell you] you won't know about it now. haha.

sorry guys.

i'm really tired.

oh, and by the way, he gave me a teddy bear. AGAIN. :]

woot.

labyu. <3
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Date: Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Time: 10:10 PM
tagged for the second time around..

I am tagged by Ate Vea

Rules:
* Do the following without any complaints.(hmmm..no choice..=)))
* Choose 5 lucky people to do this after you have done it.(pasensya na kung kaya yun..)
* Leave a tag at his/her tagboard if he/she has been tagged.(opcors!=p)

FIVE LUCKY PEOPLE:


FAVORITES:
* Colors : blue. black. white.
* Food: salty foods.
* Song: wake up by coheed and cambria. one and only you by parokya no edgar.
* Movie: transformers. mean girls.
* Sports: badminton.
* Day of the week: saturday.
* Season: winter.
* Ice cream: vanilla. queso real.

CURRENTS:
* Mood: annoyed.
* Taste: --
* Shirt: blue.
* Desktop: edited pic of me and some random info.
* Toenail: no nail polish.
* Time: 9.12 pm
* Surroundings: quiet.cold.
* Thoughts: badtrip talaga.

FIRSTS:
* Bestfriend: err. sina wendy at april.
* Movie: ewan ko.
* Lie: di ko na alam.
* Songs: jack and jill.

LASTS:
* Cigar: haven't tried. and never will.
* Drink: december 21. red wine. haha
* Car ride: nung 23.
* Phone call: kanina.
* CD: chicosci.

HAVE YOU EVER:
* Dated your best friend: no.
* Broke the law: slight. hehe
* Been arrested: nope.
* Kissed someone you don’t know: ahaha. hindi pa. :p

5 THINGS YOU’RE WEARING:
* pajamas.
* slippers.
* ring.
* the undies.
* - -

4 THINGS YOU’VE DONE TODAY:
* woke up.
* eaten food.
* texted.
* chatted.

3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW:
* aircon.
* TV.
* some random voice i can hear inside my head.

TAGGING ate Timie, lissie, reddy, ate kimmie, and chelsi.
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Date: Monday, December 24, 2007
Time: 8:13 AM
blogthingssss

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.


- aysos. totoo ba yan?!

You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To

Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could.
Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most.
But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you?
It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low.

What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever

What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth


- ahaha . . . LIVING FOREVER?! waaaaw

You Are 48% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.


- hmm . . . ganun pala . . .

Your Mood is a 3

You're feeling rather down right now, but you're doing your best to get through it.


- a 3? so low.

You Are Downtown

You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live.
Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza.


- i am NOT! haha.

You are SO Jealous

You can't help but doubt your boyfriend, friends, and even family
You've been burned before - and it totally shows
But acting like a guard dog won't keep your guy... it will only push him away
Learn to trust a little more, and *all* your relationships will be better


- nakoo. NABUKING AKO! haha. XD

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie


- woohoo.

There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body

You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin.
And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly.
You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option.


- anong wala?! MERON YAN! MEROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

You Are 46% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out!
Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.


- i'm still a bitch? haha. LOLx.
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Date: Sunday, December 23, 2007
Time: 8:54 PM
wake up.

wake me up from this daydream. woohoo. i went out on a date. haha. kidding only. :] this day, i went out. [hooray.] i was unleashed from my sanctuary a.k.a. HELL a.k.a. my room.

i was so bored in this freaking house i decided to come with my brother. yeah yeah. :]]

we arrived at Agoo minutes before lunch time, i think. i texted HiM and agreed that we'd meet.

i arrived at the front of their house about 12.3o. . . i was surprised to see several people coming out of their house. my shyness had overruled again. [yay]

i waited for him to come out and there he was, wearing his [pink.purple]/black-striped polo shirt for skaters. :]] i love his shirt. haha. i was with him when he bought it. yeah yeah. haha. along with two other shirts from ARTWORK. woohoo.

i don't know what's wrong with me . . . but i was high. i mean, not drugged-high. just mentally HIGH. i didn't feel any sad emotions this day. thank god. the first time in my whole life.

couldn't ask for more. except to be with my dadii whom i've been missing again. over and over again. i wish i could be with him. i NEED to be with him. haha. yes. i'm THAT desperate.

we just hang out. nothing more. nothing less. talked and talked. :] memorable, sweet, unforgettable moment in my life.

we ate lunch at, guess what, 4 pm. yes. haha. :]] lunch at 4. woohoo. we ate at Jollibee. ordered fries, ice craze, sprite, chicken burger [wrong] and nothing more.

after we ate, i decided to go back to my brother. my dadii's bro came to us and invited me to go to their house. i refused.

DAMN. haha. i freaked out. i'm not ready to go their house. nor their front yard. or in their garage. haha. i admit i made it into their garage ONCE. last year's christmas party. and we're not yet together that time. haha.

when we made it to my brother, he was still in the middle of snack. so we walked around again until my brother called me and told me we were to go home. we went back. but when we were walking he told me he would borrow my heartstrings body bag. DUH, i told him, pangbabae yan. ano ka ba?!

i was wrestling the bag out of him but he is strong. daym... we were still fighting [it's only a joke] for the bag until we reached our car. i gave up the bag. haha. i can't win in anyway! haha. :]] i'm such a total loser. my brother's gf told us to get into the car. but he refused.

but i have pursued him to ride. haha. YEAH! i won! woohoo. haha. LOLxx. he sat in the front seat and i'm in the backseat.

woohoo.

he's beside my brother. and he's not reacting! oh yeah. oh yeah. haha. XD he got off in the skating area [imelda garden].

said goodbye. and we just texted tonight.

i'm planning to call him later. when my brother is not in this room. ;] i need some privacy anyway.



tomorrow night is christmas eve! i don't know if i'm going to be excited or just plain nothing.

i'm not expecting to be given lots of cool gifts. hay .

life is so unfair.

daym.
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Date:
Time: 1:18 AM
i have a serious sickness.

Bipolar disorder is not a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood, clinically referred to as mania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, or mixed episodes which present with features of both mania and depression. These episodes are normally separated by periods of normal mood, but in some patients, depression and mania may rapidly alternate, known as rapid cycling. The disorder has been subdivided into bipolar I, bipolar II and cyclothymia based on the type and severity of mood episodes experienced.

Also called bipolar affective disorder until recently, the current name is of fairly recent origin and refers to the cycling between high and low episodes; it has replaced the older term manic-depressive illness coined by Emil Kraepelin (1856-1926) in the late nineteenth century.[1] The new term is designed to be neutral, to avoid the stigma in the non-mental health community that comes from conflating "manic" and "depression."

Onset of symptoms generally occurs in young adulthood. Diagnosis is based on the person's self-reported experiences, as well as observed behavior. Episodes of illness are associated with distress and disruption, and a relatively high risk of suicide.[2] Studies suggest that genetics, early environment, neurobiology, and psychological and social processes are important contributory factors. Psychiatric research is focused on the role of neurobiology, but a clear organic cause has not been found. Bipolar disorder is usually treated with medications and/or therapy or counseling. The mainstay of medication are a number of drugs termed 'mood stabilizers', in particular lithium and sodium valproate ; these are a group of unrelated medications used to prevent relapses of further episodes. Antipsychotic medications, sometimes called neuroleptics, in particular olanzapine, are used in the treatment of manic episodes and in maintenance. The benefits of using antidepressants in depressive episodes is unclear. In serious cases where there is risk to self and others involuntary hospitalization may be necessary; these generally involve severe manic episodes with dangerous behaviour or depressive episodes with suicidal ideation. Hospital stays are less frequent and for shorter periods than they were in previous years.

Some studies have suggested a significant correlation between creativity and bipolar disorder. However, the relationship between the disorder and creativity is still very unclear.[3][4][5] One study indicated increased striving for, and sometimes attaining, goals and achievements.[6] While the disorder affects people differently, individuals with bipolar disorder tend to be much more outgoing and daring than individuals without bipolar disorder. The disorder is also found in a large number of people involved in the arts. It is an ongoing study as to why many creative geniuses had bipolar disorder.[7]


i'm proud to say...

I'M BIPOLAR!
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Date:
Time: 12:34 AM
calm night.

it's 11.33 pm. it's nearly midnight. but i'm still up. i'm listening to "Wake Up" by Coheed and Cambria. it's perfect for the night.

i still have that darn annoying cough. i have a headache. darn it.



i'm having a text session with him. i'm so glad he's okay now. he was crying a while ago. and i'm damn worried about it...

we're discussing if we're going to meet up tomorrow. yea yea. we can't stand being apart. but who the hell cares?!

pfft.

pakialamera.
chismosa!
TANGA.

yes.

i'm trying to gather up all the confidence i can muster. because i feel like i'm torn when people always under estimate me.

especially those people i thought really knew me.



DAAAAYYYMMM...

i told him not to go cruising around in this time of the night. daaayyym men.

God, take care of him.



One and Only by Parokya ni Edgar.

shit.

damn great.


I'm beginning to be sleepy. i can feel my eyes droop into the wonders of the land of nod...

...and my legs are numb because i've been staying in the same position for an hour, i think.

SOMEONE HELP ME UNFOLD MY LEGS AND LET MY BLOOD CIRCULATE!



globe or sun? sun or globe?! arrghh.

First and foremost, i hate globe for now because they still didn't bring back the old unlimited texting. Second, i bought a Sun Sim Card. Problem is, the signal is not strong in here! dammit.

arrggh..



Since it's Christmas vacation, I might as well enjoy it. But how?

Stuck in my laptop 24/7 without eating, drinking, going to the bathroom? ew. not my kind of fun. Though i love surfing the net and getting my eyes glued on the screen. harhar.

hmm..

Christmas is only three days away. and i'm so convinced that i won't be getting any presents this year.

SERIOUSLY. nothing. as in zip. zero.

the reason is [according to my parents] they had already bought me presents. they mean my shoes. haha. The Chuck Taylor and the Skechers one.

But because i'm desperate every Christmas, i want to have LOTS AND LOTS OF PRESENTS! haha.

For me, Xmas is not the same without gifts. hehe.

no matter how hard you try to persuade me, i won't give. i will TAKE! haha. joke only. i'm a giver too.

if i'm not a giver, would i spend my whole 2k for only 5 people? daym men. think about it.

and if you don't believe me, shut the hell up and go back to where you belong.

you don't deserve to be here.

:]]



i'm so lost without him. huhu. it's not the same when he's not around. let alone if we're having a serious fight [which we deal frequently recently].

IT IS REALLY NOT THE SAME

i'm being sentimental again. no one can change the fact that i'm emotional. :]]

I'M EMOTIONAL, SO WHAT?


got to rest.

will update something next.
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Date: Saturday, December 22, 2007
Time: 10:14 AM
result of boredom.

THE LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
= NO!

What is your Age?
= 13

real nym
= Abigail M. Diaz

THE LETTER 'B'

When is your Birthday?
= o5.18.94

Who is your Best friend?
= wall.blade.rain.

THE LETTER 'C'
What's your favorite Chocolate?
= reese's

Who' s your Crush?
= crush ko? asawa ko. haha. XD

When was the last time you cried?
= last night. :'[

THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
= yea.

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
= st. bernard

What Day of the week is it?
= saturday.

THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the Emergency
room?
= no.

Did you had a crush dat starts w/
letter E?
= nope.

THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
= white rose. :]

THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
= yea

Are you a Giver or a taker?
= taker. haha. juk.

THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
= dunno. really. short. :]

what color is your Hair?
= Brownish-black. haha

THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
= vanilla.

Have you ever Ice skated?
= nope.

Do you play an Instrument?
= dati.

THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?
= wala.

Have you ever heard a really hilarious
Joke?
= wala.

Do you wear Jewelry?
= yea.

THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?
= mga karibal ko. nyahaha. :]]

Do you want Kids?
= err. in the future.

Where did you have Kindergarten?
= wala. :]

THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
= madami ee.

Jackie Chan and Jet Li movies
= err...

Do you still watch disney Movies?
= minsan.

Do you like Mangoes?
= yap.

THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
= yap.

Whats your favorite Number?
= o3.13.28

Do you prefer Night over day?
= yep.

THE LETTER 'O'
Whats your One wish?
= to be okay wid hiim. :]

THE LETTER 'P'

What' s a Personality trait you look
for in the opposite sex you like?
= very understanding. [trust me.]

THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?
= nope.

THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
= yea.

THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
= rain.

Do you like Snow?
= ye. haha.

Season?
= rainy season.

THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
= christmas time.

What time did you wake up?.
= 6.3o am

THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
= dami. :p




1. have you ever thought you were
abnormal?
- every time.

2 . alcoholic ka ba?
- ehehe. :]]

3. how many months to go before your
birthday?
- 5...

4. sumuka ka na ba sa sobrang hilo?
- yea.

5. ano pinapakinggan mo ngayon?
- one and only you ng PNE

6. namamato ka ba ng bato?
- sa dagat. :]

7. is your landline listed in the
telephone directory?
- yea.

8. kelan mo huling nakausap mahal mo?
- kagabi.

9. marunong ka ba gumawa ng bankang
papel?
- nde. haha

10. are you reading anything right
now?
- wala...

11. nakagulpi ka na ba ng tao?
- in my dreams...

12. do you have any frustrations?
- yap.

13. nang mamanyak ka ba?
- hindi.

14. if given the chance, will you join
big brother?
- ayaw. :p

15. napa iyak ka na ba sa sakit ng
katawan?
- yea.

16. if someone called you right now,
would you take the call?
- yup. lalo na pag siya. <3

17. do you have a favorite nursery
rhyme?
- wala.

18. do you like your handwriting?
- medyo. :]]

19. do you want to be a different
person in your next life?
- err. gusto ko na yung ngayon.

20. have you ever trespassed someone
else's house?
- ahm. hndi pa.

21. do you think someone thinks of you
every night?
- yep.

22. who do you text often?
- :]] dadii ko.

23. what did you want to be when you
were young?
- astronaut. haha.

24. masakit bang masuntok?
- ako nanununtok. :]

25 . how many languages can you speak?
- 2 and a half. haha

26. are you hungry?
- nope.

27. nakasakay ka na ba ng kalabaw
- di pa.

28. why do you answer surveys like
this one?
- result of boredom.

29. nayakap mo na ba crush mo before?
- YES!

30. last food you ordered at
jollibee/mcdo?
- chicken steak. :]

31. naglalaro ka ba ng apoy?
- hindi.

32. the last person who texted u?
- si dadii.

33. masaya ka ba sa buhay mo ngayon?
- oo. :] pag siya kasama ko. haha



1. Three Names You Go By:
momii.abi.??? hehe

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right
Now?
engagement ring.clothes.necklace.

Love Survey

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
- nope.

02] Have you ever been given roses..
-nope.

03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie/s?
-The Notebook. :]

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
-err. one? haha.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
- pwede din.

[06] Whats your current problem?
- di nya ako kinakausap.

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
- yep.

[08] Your thoughts on long distance
relationships?
- ...???

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
- nope.

[10] Do you believe in the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?
-nope.

[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
-1. haha. and a half! JOKE! :]]

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
-black.blue.

[14] Do you believe you truly love
only once?
- depends.

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
-di na. i loved him that far. no one can change it. :]

[16] At what age did you start
- start what?!

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
- One and Only You. Stolen! haha. :]]

[18] Do you know someone who likes
you...?
- err.

[19] Do you like anyone?
-yea yea.

[20]Do you believe in second chances?
- yea. since he gave me one yesterday.



1. The phone rings, who do you want it
to be?
- si dadii ko lang.

2 . When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
- yep.

3. If you had to kiss again the last
person you kissed, would you?
- yes. hahaha. :]]

4. Do you take compliments well?
- nope!

5. Do you play Sudoku?
- yes yes yo! haha

6. If abandoned alone in the
wilderness would you survive?
- for just an hour. because i want to die already.

7 . If your house were on fire, what
would be the first thing you would
save?
- my family. and i will be stuck.

8. Who was the last person you slept
in the bed with?
- teddy bears. haha

9. Who do you text the most?
- si dadii.

1 0 . Favorite children's book?
- wala.

11 . Eye color?
- brown.

12. How tall are you?
- ewan. haha

13. If you could do it over again,
start from scratch, would you?
- ...

14. Any secret admirers?
- wala.

15. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
- ...

16. Favorite ex..?
- wala.

17. Where was the furthest place you
traveled?
- dunno.

1 8. Do you like mustard?
- nope.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- sleep.

21. Do you miss anyone?
- yap!

22. Can you do splits?
- nope.

23. What movie do you want to see
right now?
-wala.

24 . What did you do for New Year
's Eve?
- wala...

25 . Do you think The Grudge was
crappy?
- nope!

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- nope

28. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
- L

30. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
- depends

31. Do you like care bears?
- nope!

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
- tickets and popcorns.

33. Do you know how to play poker?
- a little bit. haha. LOL.

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- nope!

35. What do you wear to sleep?
- clothes. dummy.

36. Anything big ever happen in your
CITY?
- wala.

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
- dunno. hahha

38 . Is your tongue pierced?
- nope.

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
- nope.

40. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
- both

41. Ever been to L.A.?
- no.

42 . What is on your mind right now?
- --

43 . Any plans 4 tonight?
- surf the net.

44 . Whats your fav. song at the
moment?
- one and only you

45 . Do you hate chocolate?
- yea

4 6 . What do you and your parents
fight
about the most?
- silly things.

47. Are you a gullible person?
- ...

48. Do you need a
boyfriend/girl friend
to be happy?
- :]

49 . If you could have any job what
would it be?
- ...

50. Are you easy to get along with?
- nope.

51. What is your favorite time of day?
- night.

52 . Are you generally a happy person?
- no.
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Date: Thursday, December 20, 2007
Time: 8:08 PM
Xmas Party! yea!

haha. that's tomorrow! :] i can't imagine. haha. LOL.

the truth is, at first I can't feel that it's tomorrow because of the confusing plans.
Like today, WHO THE HELL HAS REGULAR CLASSES BEFORE THEIR CHRISTMAS PARTY?!

But my mind was back to normal this afternoon when I spent my time at Room 2... doing something. haha. LOLx.

My gifts for my peeps are ready to roll. haha. They're here beside me, all packed in the big paper bag of Bearhuggs. :]]

I'm going to say sorry to some of my friends whom I can't give gifts because I was short on money last Saturday. [[Mom borrowed a big part of my money while I spent the remaining money for a book called 'Can True Love Survive High School?']]

Listening to Misery Business right now. Woohoo. I love Paramore. haha.



I'm going to do the Opening Remarks tomorrow.

I don't need no scripts. haha.

"Good morning classmates! [hehe] Last day na ng pagkikita natin ngayon. haha. Next year uli. [yehey] Kaya sana maenjoy natin ngayon ito. Para kahit na mukha tayong adik, at least may unforgettable memory tayo, diba? hehe. peace! Merry Christmas!


ganyan lang ang speech ko! haha. XD

ang adik no? ayaw ko naman ng super habang nakakaboring, over-the-top na speech. nakakabarat kaya yun. haha.



It will be our last day tomorrow. Sana naman gumana na camera ni mama. Adik naman yung camerang iyon. Ayaw ipakita yung picture sa screen. Badtrip.

Kung ayaw talaga, no choice, ang N73 ko nalang gagamitin. hay nako. Ayaw pa man din magtransfer ng photos. badtrip #2.



Listening to Art Of Letting Go by Valley of Chrome. I super love the last part of the song.



I'm speechless again.

Will update if I'm not busy. :]
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Date: Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Time: 10:27 PM
teenage survey.

cross them out......
the one that you already made....



Have you:
[x] Held hands with someone.
[x] Lost someone.
[x] Never got a chance to tell
someone something important.
[x] Cried your heart out.
[x] Danced.
Total: 5

[x] Rejected someone.
[ ] Been called a wre/$lu+.
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself.
[x] Hurt someone emotionally.
[x] Hurt someone physically.
Total : 4

[x] Got involved in a sport.
[ ] Been called a dork.
[x] Fell in love.
[ ] Went to a funeral.
[x] Know someone who has tried to or
did commit suicide.
Total: 3

[x] Wrote a love note.
[x] Went through a phase.
[ ] Got ditched.
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or
annoying.
[ ] Got in a fist fight with family
member.
Total: 3

[x] Drank soda everyday
[x] Made a mistake.
[x] Think/thought you found the one.
[ ] Been dumped.
[x] Lied to your parent(s)
Total: 4

[x] Felt like dying.
[x] Had a crush.
[x] Been lied to.
[x] Felt like the happiest person in
the world.
[x]Told the person you liked that
you liked him/her.
Total: 5

[x] Prayed.
[x] Texted in class.
[ ] Smoked a cigarette.
[x] Had more than one crush at
a time.
[x] Disliked someone.
Total: 4

Add altogether = 28

Multiply by three. This is how much
of a teenager you are:

28
x3
-----
84%

Now post "i’m 84%teenager!!
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Date: Monday, December 17, 2007
Time: 8:35 PM
xmas is lurking behind walls.

Christmas is coming to town. oh yeah. only a week to go before that day finally happens! :]

Will I get those gifts I love? haha.

This is my WISHLIST:
  • Sony Cybershot DSC-T70.
  • Sony Vaio.
  • the Big, stuffy bear in Bearhuggs. haha.
  • a big comfy bed. X]
  • a nice house.
  • and to be with. *mouth shut*. HAHA.


    • So so.

    Life is still at large. Making me puke every second of the day.

    Demmit.
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    Date: Tuesday, December 11, 2007
    Time: 8:23 PM
    december blues.

    hell week! wooh!

    i'm super busy this December.



    Today is the 2oth birthday of my deceased sister. But we made the most of it. We ate Pancit Malabon and Fried Chicken. haha. that's it.



    listening to Home by Daughtry right now. I was moved by its lyrics and I'm definitely moved by it.

    So I'm going home,
    back to the place where I belong.
    Where your love has always been
    Enough for me...



    aww...



    I need someone to hug me tight.
    I need someone to say it's all right.
    I badly need someone to help me now.
    I badly need someone who could help me take the last bow.

    oh god. I'm typing in rhymes again. dammit.



    This week is the last week that we'll ever have regular classes. next week will be some programs for High School.

    18- HIGH SCHOOL XMAS PARTY.
    19- FACULTY XMAS PARTY.
    21- HOMEROOM PARTY.


    i know it does not look like it's that bad but believe me, preparing for these events certainly takes up much time and energy. Not only would we participate in these programs from 8.oo am to 5.oo pm in the afternoon, but we would also spend our last week tiring up ourselves. boohoo.



    our room is a DISASTER. I tried to make things go together but then, my classmates eventually tore up the decorations. Except those letterings on the wall.
    dammit.



    Listening to Will You Wait for Me by Kavana right now. This even touches my heart. :]
    i love listening to these kinds of songs when I just came from a bad day... Emo songs really catches the thought and focus of the listener...



    Long live Christmas.
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    Date: Friday, December 7, 2007
    Time: 11:17 PM
    tagged.

    1. Pasaway ako. simple as that, haha. LOL.

    2. I once dreamt to be an astronaut... and I was in Grade 5 by that time.

    3. I dig skater boys! i love bad boys more than anyone. Don't you notice that in all Korean movies, the bad boys are so hot? haha.

    4. If I have time, I spent the time away surfing the net. Once or twice, I spent the whole day in front of the computer.

    5. Gusto ko ng tahimik pero gusto ko yung maingay. X]

    6. Mahal ko ang aking mga anak. sina BR,TR, Penny at Snow Bear/Jjampong. haha.

    7. Mahilig ako sa hard rock. hehe.

    The Rules:*Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.Joanna*Pick 10 others you would like to get to know better. Let them know you’ve tagged them by leaving a comment on their blog.* And don’t forget to give them the rules.Have fun answering and looking forward to getting to know you guys more! ^__^

    I TAG:
    ~Lissie.
    ~Angel.
    ~Kuya Jimel.
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    Date: Thursday, December 6, 2007
    Time: 9:02 PM
    *yawn*

    If there is one word that would fit our Students' Day Program it would be...BORING.

    i admit. They didn't organized it properly. I was so tired and sleepy.



    So, how am I? I am still human. Though, I possess unnatural powers. haha. LOL. :]] I am BLUE RANGER! nyahahaha. :]] so, i will eat first. and will come back later.

    8.o9 pm.



    8.23 pm

    just finished eating! anyway. :] i want to sleep right now...

    haha.

    that's all thank you! haha;
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    Date: Sunday, December 2, 2007
    Time: 10:51 PM
    dang tired.

    This week is full of MADNESS!

    The field trip story.

    The trip was mad fun. Well, the trip was fun in the AFTERNOON. If anybody reads this and knows about this, better shut the fuck up.

    haha.

    We went to La Mesa Ecopark, though it was drizzling, we made it. Then to Intramuros, woohoo.

    haha.

    Nico was very scared and traumatized there. Because he fell into one of the dungeons and got a nasty cut in his arm. aww.

    Then we went to Manila Zoo. yea! haha. XD Then to SM Pampanga.

    But as we were travelling to SM Pampanga, something else was happening in Makati.

    The coup d' etat of Trillanes. hehe. XD My father texted me in an instant when he heard the news. He was so scared that maybe our trip will be sucked into the madness of the kudeyta. haha. XD

    Thankfully, we didn't go to Makati.

    At SM Pampanga... well,, I must say, it's the highlight of the trip. haha. XD

    We ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Shop some more.

    HE bought me a teddy bear from bearhuggs.
    haha. i super love it. Though i don't know what to call it yet. My brother suggested Snow. But I'll still think about it.

    we arrived at La Union before 1 am. When I got home, I turned on the router, plugged my laptop and surfed the Internet! :]

    i stayed up until 3 am. Slept until 9 am. and woke up with a eye-popping announcement.

    My mom texted me using my brother's phone even though they're only downstairs.

    Baba ka na. Pupunta na tayo ng Manila.


    Oh my god. It came true. I thought they were only joking when they told me. But no, they're dead serious.

    So, we went to Manila AGAIN at 2 in the afternoon.woo!

    TIRING!

    And we arrived at Manila at past 6. Then the day after that, we went to Trinoma where I got a headache because of the neverending passageways. haha.

    We left Manila at 1 pm and we arrived at 6 pm. phew.

    what a trip.

    god.

    But I'm so happy.

    Why?

    I got me self TWO David and Goliath tees. haha.
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