about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
url friend A

resources
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Saturday, October 27, 2007
Time: 9:16 PM
X]

dunno what to put in for a title. haha. LOL.
so today is OCTOBER 27,2007

and tomorrow is?? X]

OCTOBER TIWENTI-EYT

oh mehn. it is a SPECIAL day tomorrow. but i don't think i can go out. because i have gone out today. argh. oh mehn. i'm sad. :(

but still... he says he'll not be mad. oh mehn. waah. i'm confused! :[

okeii. i'm okay now. haha. i see my child. OH YEAH. CHILD. haha. si tigger anak ko. LOL. haha. DADDY (not my family dad. but HIIIM) gave him to me. sabi nya anak ko daw yun. tangna.

haha. joke lang. i love tigger anyway. X] haha.

hindi nanaman siya nagrereply. hmm... may sira kaya cellphone nya? o sinasadya nyang di magtext? HMMM.... haha... pag nakita nya to, siguradong isang kontradiksyon (HAHA) nanaman ang aabutin ko. nakow naman apo. haha.

ang sama sama ko talaga.

kanina nga pala. wait. i'll tell the story. X]

at 9.oo am, dumating ako sa school. expecting na madami nang tao. yun pala...

sina Ming, Issah, Blaise, Areeya at Rommel lang pala andun. ano ba yan. tapos si Joe dumating, then si Danika, then si Irene. tapos lahat na! haha. :]]

tapos naiwan kami nina Loraine at Blaise. kami lang kasi yung dumalo sa research namin eh. wala lang. 15 minutes lang kami nagmeeting tapos hinunting namin yung mga iba. haha,... :]]


hmm.. tapos anu pa ba?? ah basta!

MAGANDA ANG ARAW OKEII?! haha.

paaakkkkk.. ang saya. sana maulit. :]]

sana ganito nalang lagi ang buhay diba?!

nyt!
0have left cookies for me

Date: Thursday, October 25, 2007
Time: 10:33 PM
cuties. :]]

i don't know what to do, so i have this idea to post all the cuties inside my head. LOL. :]]



miguel chavez. astig. freaking hot. LOL. :]] vox of chicosci, one of the greatest emo bands. :]]




yael yuzon. sertipayd cutie. :]] vox of sponge cola. :]



L in death note.
oh mehn. i love the way his hands hold things. haha. LOL. even if he looks like the boy in The Grudge, i still love him. LOL. haha. :]]



haha. sila lang yung pumasok sa utak ko. LOL. :]] haha. ewan ko ba. yan na! wala lang.

nice meeting them. in my dreams. :]]
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Date: Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Time: 10:34 PM
damn.

hmpft. my whole body is in total pain right now. but still, I managed to surf the net. haha. LOL. i'm also listening to Smack That by Akon. :]

anyway. it rained today. yipee. :]

and blackH gave me his Tigger doll. haha. Tigger in a devil costume. LOL. he didn't want to bring back my brown teddy bear that he colored with PENTEL PEN. haha. langya. :]

the night's boring. super. my cellphone's busted. and i want to freak out. oh mehn. my eyes are sleepy yet i still want to be awake...

i was going to suicide at 7 pm this evening. dunno what came into my mind and it interfered. damn.

i'm resting my head on the wall. thinking what would my life would be if i'm not emotional. or freaky. :/


oh no! PIMPLE ALERT! i have this itch in my face! oh mehn! nooo!!!!!!!! XD

haha. the truth is i'm sleepy. but i'm fighting all forces that says bedtime. darn. no way. :p

1o.o1 pm.

aww... we're watching The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. i swear, it's great. some people may think it's a bit creepy since there is a Grim Reaper in the show, but it's not. try watching it. :]




give me something to believe in. :]

goodnyt,...
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Date: Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Time: 8:40 PM
yipee.

yeaboii. nakaya ko sa PE. lol.haha.

yung Stride Jump or Jump Stride (LOL again)... haha. akala ko di ko magagawa. kaya ko pala. haha.

then sa balance beam. nakakatakot sa una. at nakakanerbiyos. bwahahaa. :]] pero nakayanan ko din naman kahit papano. haha. duuhhh..

magpapahilot ako kay bradurr mamaya. :]

mahirap na. baka bukas di na ako makalakad. :D haha. ang danda talaga ng araw ko mehn. haha.

another successful day ended. yeaboii. thanks to him. and the ball mehn. the BALL. haha.. alangya ako. :]]

ang kyOot.

wahaha..


PAK. yung cp ko talagang ibabato ko na sa bintana. full memory na daw. tss. hmpft. hindi naman.

tsaka yung Phone memory, 44MB:memory in use. tapos 15kb lang yung FREE?! wadapak. hmpffffttttt... ayheyt my cp. weeh. haha.

rawr. kill my cellphone!!!
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Date: Monday, October 22, 2007
Time: 9:51 PM
oh mehn!

oh mehn. i just finished watching Death Note the Movie in crunchyroll.com.

i feel so sad watching L/Ryuzaki die. i love him. HAHA. lol. seriously. he's so freaking HOT. as in MAINIT. UMAAPOY. hahahhaa. triple LOL. :P

at first i kinda liked Light... and when L was introduced i fell. haha. joke. i was hit by a rock when I saw him. he looks like the kid in The Grudge, haha,


---LOL. haha. kid. :]]

aylabshOo L. :)

haha.

anyway. watching Windstruck now. i love this movie and my sassy girl. so cool. :)

back to watching.

TATA!
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Date:
Time: 9:51 PM
oh mehn!

oh mehn. i just finished watching Death Note the Movie in crunchyroll.com.

i feel so sad watching L/Ryuzaki die. i love him. HAHA. lol. seriously. he's so freaking HOT. as in MAINIT. UMAAPOY. hahahhaa. triple LOL. :P

at first i kinda liked Light... and when L was introduced i fell. haha. joke. i was hit by a rock when I saw him. he looks like the kid in The Grudge, haha,



---LOL. haha. kid. :]]

aylabshOo L. :)

haha.

anyway. watching Windstruck now. i love this movie and my sassy girl. so cool. :)

back to watching.

TATA!
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Date: Sunday, October 21, 2007
Time: 2:39 PM
your guardian angel.

your guardian angel.

yes. it is from The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. i was hooked by this song. maybe because i can relate to it. aww.

*sniff*

[i] i will never let you fall,
i'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven..

It's okay.It's okay.It's okay.[/i]

ouch. sobrang natamaan ako jan the first time i heard it. it was like the time we... *stop*

haha. :]]

i don't know what to say.
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Date: Saturday, October 20, 2007
Time: 8:33 PM
woo.

we're here in Baguio since yesterday evening. mom and dad picked me up from school. but before we left, i changed my clothes in the van. wahaha. good thing no one saw me... at least, i think so. haha. my bad.

off we went.

it was 5.3o when we arrived sa SM baguio. so cold. wee. haha. :))

naka-skinny jeans, white shirt and yung Skechers ko (white/red). then sinuot ko din yung black Tribal jacket ko. astigin. nagmumukha na ngang emo eh. panira lang yung shirt at yung rubber shoes.

pero it's not a problem anymore! nakabili na ng black shoes (Skechers uli! yung may punk rebel) at black shirts. yeaboii.

picturan ko nalang. hahaha. nakakabanas. haha.

while typing this post, nagdidelete NANAMAN ng messages sa inbox. umabot na kasi ng 700 eh. mas malala naman dati. 15oo! haha. kaya nyo yun?!

:]]

adik na talaga. iber. haha.

hehe.woo.

potaa. dami na nakakaalam na mukha akong... HEHE.

:]]

ano daw?!

woo.

GIVE UP OR DIE!


you should know you're lucky.
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Date: Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Time: 10:01 PM
just thinking...

isn't everyone emotional? i mean, do you laugh when someone died? duh. don't tell me you laugh when someone you love is hurting? tss. duh again.

well anyway, i'm lying alone with my head on the phone thinking of you til it hurts. HAHA. just kidding.

i'm thinking how my day was spent. god. it was horrifying when it was uwian, haha. dammit.

ayoko ng maalala.

a kiss on the cheek melted everything away... thank you.

currently addicted to songs: Your Guardian Angel, The Great Escape and You're Not Alone.

haays. Your Guardian Angel really reflects myself... argh... kakaiyak mehn, haha,


you're nooooot alone. haha. there is more to this i know. :p

watch it burn, let it die. coz we are finally free tonight. haha.

ang adik ko. i hope tomorrow's gonna be alright,..


HAPPY BEEDAY MOTHER DEAR! :)
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Date: Sunday, October 14, 2007
Time: 9:15 PM
i'm finding mr. kompidems.

mr. kompidems, also known as CONFIDENCE, is lost in me. i'm finding him... i think it's in blOo. pero wala siya ngayon... and I need confidence to be with me all the time para ready for the problems. tss. bakit kasi bitbit pa nya yun eh. haha.

what do you mean... kailangan ba lagi kaming magkasama para lang makuha ko si confidence? LOL.

hehe. listening to: You're Not Alone by Saosin. its lyrics tell me that i truly am NOT alone. hehe. thanks for making me listen to that song blOo. it feels great. :)

yun lang.

test na bukas.


please let me pass.

:(
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Date:
Time: 2:00 PM
back from baguio....

awww... after four days in Baguio, we came back at 9 am this morning. i'm still groggy and feeling a little dizzy. anyway, I'll have to tell you everything that has happened to me since the time I went to Baguio.

OCTOBER 11, 2007
okay sana yung morning ko nun eh. kaso bigla nanaman akong sinampal sa mukha ni bloo. BY USING WORDS. hindi nya physically ako nasaktan... but emotionally. tss. ayun. away nanaman.. hanggang lunch yan. nagbigay ako ng note. nagsosorry. ayaw pa nga nyang tanggapin eh. ayan tuloy. nawalan ako ng gana. di ko inubos lunch ko. amff. then i turned my chair ac=round facing the wall on the corner of our classroom. i wanted to be left alone... i was doing my scrapbook when he startled me... he asked if I ate my lunch na.. i said yes even if didn't. ayun.. i think we're okay na... and then a surprise came before our Filipino period ended....Ma'am Rivera told us that we could go home because there has been another faculty meeting... haha. :))
blOo asked me what time I'll be going to Baguio... I said it's 5 pm. and he said, "Alam mo ba ang iniisip ko?" Sabay smile. bastusin. alam ko iniisip mo duh. then bigla nyang hinablot yung cp ko tapos nagbasa ng mga msgs. as if naman may katext akong iba?! duuhh.. haha. tapos inasar ko siya. umupo ako katabi nung basurahan.. haha. tinanong nya kung bakit ako andun,

DIALOGUE
Him: oh, bakit ka anjan?
Me: Basura nga ako diba? remember?!
Him: Alis jan. ako dapat yung basura.
end of dialogue

at dahil dun, tinulak nya ako tapos siya yung umupo sa tabi ng basurahan. nagharutan pa kami dun..

DIALOGUE
Me: Sige, jan ka! Upo nalang ako sa basurahan.
Him:Paran namang kaya mo.
Me: Tse.
end of dialogue

ayun. nagkukulitan na kami. sign of good afternoon. ahha. then basta. secret na yun. haha. i miss him. kaya merong ano. yun. HAHA.,... it was a loooooooooooooong *SAPAK* haha, joke lang. secretttttt... dami chismosa d2 ee. haha. asa kayo.

5 pm dumating. haays. i miss him already. neither did I know...

OCTOBER 12, 2007
katext ko sya... basta. skip ko na yung nangyari nung umaga. tinatamad na ako. haha.

nung hapon.... akala ko magiging maganda.. badtrip pala. tss.kasi naman,, nagtext siya sa akin mga 4 pm. aakyat daw sila sa Baguio. ako naman, sobrang excited.. (yihee.) di ako makapaghintay, tapos mga 5 pm, nagtext, dumating na daw sila... nasa National Bookstore kami nun, sila nasa Giordano... pagkalabas namin ng Nat'l bookstore, nakita ko siya (kilig mode). Kaso nakatalikod siya sa akin may kasamang guy... nahihiya akong lumapit kasi nga may kasama siya.. tsaka na din kasi kasama ko si brother at yung gf nya na inaasar ako. hmpft. :)

hindi nya ako tinitignan... tinatawag ko na nga siya. tapos nagtext ako sa kanya...

TUMINGIN KA SA LIKOD MO!

kaso di nya nakita cp nya... kaasar nga ee. tapos ewan ko lang... may naitext ata akong hindi maganda... nagalit siya. nagtampo ako. away nanaman.

then, nagkita kami after naming pumunta ng Benguet Laboratories ng family ko... pababa siya sa escalator. kami papuntang department store. nagkatinginan kami. then iniwas ko, kasi nga nagtatampo uli ako!

akala ko umuwi na sila...pero...

nung pumunta kami ng Family ko sa Greenwich (tama ba spell? ewan ko ee haha), nagpabili yung papa ko ng gamot sa Watsons, dahil ayaw kong maiwan sa kanila, sumama ako kay Kuya. then nasa labas ako ng Watsons, nakita ko siya. with his family. mama nya kausap nya. parang humihingi ng pera. HAHA. JOKE LANG! ako naman, badtrip. tumitingin ako sa kanya, ganun din siya sa akin. bigla nalang ako nagulat ng makita ko si MINISKIRT! haha!!! siiiiiiyyyyyyyyyeeeeet. laking gulat ko. may ka-holding hands na iba. e diba meron na siyang boyfie d2 sa la union? haha. sana kinuhanan ko ng picture. ang saya nun! haha. ikalat ko sa buong school eh. HAHA. ANG SAMA KO! :D

pero nung night na iyon, nagbati din kami... haays... thank de lord.

OCTOBER 13, 2007
Buong araw, nasa labas kami. sakit sa paa mehn! grabe! ayoko ng maulit yun...

hahha.. ayoko na magkwento! tinatamad na ako!! :D


YAN NA YAN! HAHA.


x.silence.x
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Date: Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Time: 9:56 PM
nonsense!

so this day had finally come to an end. this morning, we had Bio. damn. how i wish there is no biology. grr. i hate the person who had discovered biology. then next, Arts. Our teacher wasn't there but we still had to do ikebana. When we were doing it, my classmate told me that a third year student was looking for me. It was because the principal told her that we won't be having classes this day and she should tell this to the class captains (which includes me)... phew! what a relief.

we spent our Math period doing the multiplication and division of rational expressions (confusing mehn!) and our Social Studies doing... nothing. we didn't have a class and we didn't review (as the student teacher said). then it was lunch. nothing happened.

blOo and I had a fight again the other day. i thought blOo and I would make things right at lunch, but what the heck. my lunch SUCKED. dammit. the only people in the room were Rey, Jerome and I. wala lang. we just ate and Nastasha came in and she ate lunch in the other room while I finish up my crap-- i mean scrapbook. :)

I went back to the classroom since I left something. I found HIM, art, zeus, louis and jeremy inside. of course, no pansinan pa nung time na yun. and it hurt me a lot. even though i was still mad, i still cared naman. (yihee). I was half-expecting him to stop me and tell me he was sorry. but then again, i also thought he won't do that.

and he didn't do it. argh.

(1.oo pm)Then Nastasha left me for Franz (ayyyyiiiiiieeeee!). I was all alone inside Room 2 of the Lab High Building. No one came to me. No one saw me. No one cared. But I transferred outside. I mean, i went to the English Student Teachers' corner and spen the time doing my English project. Cyntarah came and together, we did our own projects.

(1.3o pm)Then, some college guy told us that we should leave the building because it was going to be lock. YEAH RIGHT. Lock? The building wasn't locked when we left the school... and we left the school at 5:oo pm sharp! damn.

Chynn and I went to those stone benches outside the building and we read Candy Magazine. I saw blOo going down from the 2nd floor.. I told Cyntarah that I'll be going but it's a joke. I'm testing if blOo would follow me home. I failed two attempts at that situation.

The first one I can't do. The second I don't wanna. But the third one was the best. I decided to go. FINALLY.He didn't see me leave though. I was checking behind me if he was there. I didn't saw him. :( But I continued to leave. And then I spotted KRanz walking, he asked me why I was alone. I told him, basta, sama na nga lang ako sayo pabalik sa school. But then I saw HIM, and told Kranz that i'll be leaving... We kept each other's distance until we reached a place I can't remember.

He hold a folder out onto me. He thought it was mine, but it belonged to Mary who was back in the school. I told him that he should give it back to her. He said, sama ka? i said, yeah.

we went back. We passed Jerome, nico, Kranz, Jeremy and Zeus. He gave it back to her. and we left again. haays! but before we left the gate, he was assigned to get sawdust from the Lumber. He told me he didn't know where a hardware store is located in Agoo and I laughed. How come a person who came from that area doesn't know where to find a hardware store? duh. then that was the start of good conversation.

Before we find the store, we went to Imelda Garden. NOT BECAUSE OF A DATE. It's because he wants to see his brother. yeah yeah. woo. but he wasn't there. so off we went.

because we really didn't know where to find the hardware store, we went back to school and ask the people over there. They told us where and we went. we walked verrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyy faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. haha. yeah. i'm not exaggerating. we walked beri par! :D

when we arrived there, he said he's shy to talk to the person in the hardware store.

DIALOGUE:
Him: Di ko kaya!!! Tulungan mo ako.
Me: saan kita tutulungan?
Him: nahihiya kasi ako eh. hindi ko alam kung bibilhin ba yung sawdust o hindi.
Me: ah basta! tanungin mo muna kasi kung may sawdust sila. tapos kung meron, humingi ka na!
Him: okay, basta samahan mo ako!
Me: oo na!
end of the dialogue.

The Chinese guy in there was very nice... hehe. :)

Then I laughed because he can't carry the sawdust because it was heavy. He told me to get a tricycle and I got one. He treated me for the fee. hehe. thanks! when we went back to the school, it was almost 5.oo pm. The only classmates in there were Rose, KAth and Elaicca.

As we don't know where to go, we were having fun in there. :)) Until it all came down to 5.oo pm. We decided to go home. Before we went home, I treated him pineapple juice.But i still didn't went home because I was very picky about buses.

i always like to sit in front so that way i won't be screaming my lungs out when i want to say 'Para!'. duuuhh..

a bus came and we went home with smiles in our faces.

i hope it's going to be a good day tomorrow. PLEASE. :(


lablotzzz....

.~.silence.~.
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Date:
Time: 12:01 AM
scrapbooking. crap.

argh. i'm still not finished with my scrapbook. arrrrrrrgggghhh... amff. it's hard to look for pictures and stuff.




11.5o

i finished scrapbook. the only problem is... i don't know where to put it!! GODDAMN.

i put my pics and some blabbers in a construction paper.

grrr....

i'll go to bed. i'll find some way tomorrow.


*yawn*


good night.
0have left cookies for me

Date: Monday, October 8, 2007
Time: 11:17 PM
post before going to bed...

woooo... my stomach's aching! dammit. argh. i'm not pregnant, okay?! whoever thinks that way is a superficial, ugly monster. damn you. and my head is starting to ache. brr..

okay... so I think I'm in love with Teentalk and Lunatic Forum. hehe.

[AGAW EKSENA!]
--LISSSSSIIIIEEE!!! thanks for insisting me to join Lunatic. haha. nakakabaliw eh!!
[END OF AGAW EKSENA]

i'm glad to meet new friends there... since I'm not very active in my text clans and the mailing list of Chicosci and Sponge Cola. But I still have some communication with them...(do I?)

in 2 minutes time, i'll be going to bed. that means... i'm going to rush this junk just to let people know what I'm feeling right now. haha.

I'm also currently in love with the songs, The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls and You're Not Alone by Saosin.

The Great Escape because I'm thinking I could use some of that. haha. And You're Not Alone because (pahamak kasi si blackh ee. haha) BLACKH let me hear the song and he said it's dedicated to me.

He really knows me. He knows that I'm always feeling alone... yihee. YIIIIIEEE. hahahaaaaaa.. i'm losing my mind...

i was touched when he said he's proud of me because I'm building confidence. tss. haha. KOMPIDENS is a MUST!!! haha. okay. i'm proud of myself too. because I don't know where to buy KOMPIDENS in the first place until i met him. haha. anu kaya yun?. tsk...

I'm now living a life that's full of weirdness and sadness. Happiness, yes. But if we divide it... only 15% happiness makes up my life. whew. what weird life.

I'm going to bed with a mind under warzone. waaah.


missiles attack at 11! wooosh!

haha. :)

good night.


burger steak and fries! :)
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Date: Sunday, October 7, 2007
Time: 4:21 PM
wishing he's here with me...

hehe. ano yan?! haha. :))

right now, i'm staring outside the window... while my head is aching and my eyes are sleepy...

i'm spending in front of the computer since this morning. :| so groggy. damn.

i'm currently wishing the rain would be heavy tomorrow. yehes. i want another typhoon!!!! yeaboii. :) haha.

currently listening to My Paper Heart by All-American Rejects in Limewire. awww..i'm so moved by this song. :'(

the dark skies are coming!!!! i hate this laptop. it's very slow. darnnit.

watching First Day High. :) i also love this movie! :D hahaha.

if i would join there, i would be in.... REBEL high. haha. rebel... that's me. :)

yun lang muna. nakakabarat din mag-english. haha.
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Date: Saturday, October 6, 2007
Time: 11:17 PM
duh.

i can't think of anything... is this normal?.. after what happened this day, i don't know what to do...

i'm happy. hehe.

but then we can't escape loneliness. it's always there. why am i feeling like this?.

it's a saturday. but why am i feeling gutted?
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Date:
Time: 10:10 PM
sweet revenge. :)

hehe. ang saya talaga.

revenge is sweet....when you have your someone at your side. nak ng. haha. anu un. haha.

ayun. nagtext si blOo. :) hehe. di aku makatawag sa knya. wala me xtra load. :)

ang saya ng araw.

ui. thanks nga pla BLOO for treating me sa Jabee. haha. quits na tayo dun. wahaha. next week ako din. hehe.

naka-revenge din ke devilita. hmpft. kasalanan din nya kung bakit sya nagseselos. amff. haha. :))

hehehee. weeeeeee.....


yab yab yab yab yab yab yab yab yab yab yab yab. haha. anongklasewhatthehell.

hehe. nakakaadik!!!


woooo!!!
CHILLIDOBO! GREENPINOY! AMFF!!!
haha...


ayun lang.

bheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

yabs.

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Date: Monday, October 1, 2007
Time: 8:41 PM
:(

i'm sad.

okay. i don't know. i'm just...sad.

:(
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