about the escaper
Joseph Quek
1611.1992
I lived in States while it petty cold here. Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old, So I'm going home. Well I'm going home.

past escapes
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
May 2009

soul mates
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tuesdaynight
*For the glow effect tutorial.
Date: Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Time: 9:57 PM
i lab this day!!!

hihi. i am smiling..:)) i love this day. i love this 28th day of AUGUST!! haha!! i thought it would turn out bad since it's Tuesday,. And Tuesday is not my lucky day. :))
But then, it went out well. I mean, it turned out BETTER than i thought. phew.

NCAE was going on today. We still had our classes (dammit) even though some schools only made the 4th year student come. but no... HAAYS.

anyway, overall, my day is completely GOOD!!! :)

i really enjoyed the afternoon. oh mehn. i lab it. so maaaaaaaaaaaats. hahaha.

i miss you. >cno daw? haha<

i don't give a damn about roses. HAHA. :)) i like teddy bears. i'll collect them... if i have money in the pocket... if you wanna help me collect, better give me teddy bears!!! HAHA!!!

HAG. you are so HAGgable!!! >.< huggable.. haha...

hag means ugly witchy woman, right? haha!!!... i lab the word. :)

OH DAMN. i forgot to tell you about the girl who told us to leave the room. oh mehn.... forget her.

haha. i still reminisce how my day went by. how things at lunch SUCKED. how the afternoon came sweet.... &hearts. oh dear. HAHA. and how i told him about the chickens that were eaten by the cats. :))

hehe..

anyway. i hope it would be good tomorrow. i'd like the happiness to last. oh mehn!!!

HAHA!!!!

byE!! good night!!

xoxo. :)

"will you wait for me on heaven?"
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Date: Monday, August 27, 2007
Time: 5:53 PM
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madami pa dapat eh. kaso tinatamad na ako. haha. :)
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Date:
Time: 2:12 PM
BLEED IT OUT

i am currently in love with the song, Bleed It Out by Linkin Park. Oh mehn. They SO rock!!! yeah...

haha.

I bleed it out.. diggin' deeper just to throw it away!! >.<

haha. I super love it!!! Dug a trench and lay down there. hehe..

I am really WORRIED right now. nooooo.... I wonder what's he doinG? oh god. arrrggghhh....

*slaps myself*

It's not sunny today although it isn't raining either. WHAT LUCK. it's very hot right now considering i'm wearing one of my thick jackets.

If I remove my jacket I'll get cold. I'm so damn confusing.

My head still aches, my stomach is hurting and I'm ready to hurt myself. Joke. But, I have seven visible cuts from yesterday. :)) Wanna see it? haha.

DEFINE DEFINE DEFINE. :))

I failed again so just leave me alone.. hehe...

i'm going bonkers right now. I'm fighting urges (to fall again. HNDEEE) to throw my cellphone on the wall. I'd like to kick myself. I'd like to cut myself. I'd bleed everything out,.. oh mehn..

i'm sooo addicted. haha...

i thought of uploading the vid of SC on ASAP yesterday... But, as always, i'm still lazzzzyyyyy.... hahaha!!! :)) and I'm waiting for his text, you know...

I'm getting stressed out with all of these. :) haha.

anyway. I'm going to blog in my LJ account. dunno if you wanna go there. haha. :)

laters...

xoxo. >hugs and kisses<
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Date:
Time: 10:34 AM
ehem...

for all the people who would read this...

err...

hello. :p

kung meron man kayong mababasang post d2 na medyo nakatama sa inyo. sorry. yun yung iniisip ko eh. hndi nyo naman pwedeng mabago. kasi blog KO to. pfffttt...

If you want revenge, talk to me. Don't start a Hate Blog. It's just not right. Tell me what's wrong and we'll settle this... (WAW.)

okay. i woke up 5.59 am today. haha. I slept 1o.3o pm last night, not finishing the Da Vinci Code movie. Maybe I'll just watch the reruns on some other time. sheesh.

my head is still aching. i miss him. awww... i wonder how's he doing right now??

ick.

i'll tell some more later. i'm still not feeling well...
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Date: Sunday, August 26, 2007
Time: 10:29 AM
awww...

awww. there's no connection yesterday. Haven't been confiding with my blog. ICK.

I slept 12.3o am TODAY. yeah. I have been in the phone with You-Know-Who. I don't want to tell what we talked about. It's very personal. yeah. :D haha. We had a fight AGAIN. but we end up making up, too. sheesh. weird. HAHA.

I'm so excited for 28... (bakit nga ba? HAHA.) basta... that's it. :p

It's cloudy today. yipee. Watching Myx... ^_^

I miss blogging really!!! It's part of my life. awww. Forgive me if I am not using my LJ lately. i'm stuck in Blogger kasi. haha.

I miss you guys. aww..,,

Intrams are coming closer. BLue aces.... hmmm..... bloooooooo... ^_^

"I'll murder you if you won't stop, so better keep your mouth shut tight."
-an excerpt from the poem, Murder, by Me. HAHA. :D

I lurve creating DARK poems. Makes me feel better actually. Unlike those poems that goes...

Flowers in the fields, dancing in the wind..."

they are so YUCK. for me, that is... It looks like a girly poem. and i'm not girly.:p

You know I hate pink. and Pink is like for kikays.sheesh.

Anyway... i think that's it for this morning. I'll tell you some things later.

Tata.

:)

xoxo.

p.s. YOU are POSER. yeah. YOU. Well, not really you. A certain someone. Don't ever copy my own expressions. Do you sincerely think that you can't think about your own and just steal mine? DUH. Get a life, idiot.
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Date: Friday, August 24, 2007
Time: 8:16 PM
this day. :|

oh men. i have this feeling again.

i'm not feeling really well actually. I had a headache at school. and damn, it was our biology time. I asked Franz, my seatmate, if I can borrow his books so that will serve as my pillow. hehe. His books were not enough so I took back my Harry Potter Book 4 back and placed it at the bottom. And there I laid my head down and just listened to what our teacher was discussing.

Then we had our Research. Of course, I was still having the headache. But FORTUNATELY, our professor said we should research on the library for some group assignment. I was glad we didn't have a lecture. :| It will definitely blow my head.

But before we went to the Library, we bought our food. I mean, DRINKS. We just drank c2 apple flavor. :| Then we headed to the Lib.

We were there for an hour and a half i think. Yeah..

Then that was it.

Afternoon.

We had our English class and Filipino class and Envi Sci...

SKIP.

I don't want to talk about the thing. wat the hell.

:(


oh. I almost forgot. Please don't miss:

MURDER by me.

A dark poem. Inspired by the OP-ness in our classroom. yeah. tenx GIRLS. sheesh.

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Date: Thursday, August 23, 2007
Time: 7:58 PM
HOORAY!!

haha!!! the first time i've been happy for a loooooooong time!!! haha!!! woohoo!! YEABOI!!!

i suppose this was the effect of the last night's talking with him. hehe. my insides are now okay. WE are okay. But my classmates and I? oh definitely NO.

hmmm,...

this morning, we had our testS in Environmental Science, music and Math.

Envi is okay, Music? HAHA!! We have to OPEN OUR NOTES to know the answers. oh diba. haha!! We have to do it because we haven't discussed the lesson properly. Mr. Estepa just made us watch the documentary of Philippine music so that was it.

Math, you ask? It blew my mind. :| Okay, so I haven't answered all the problems. Hell no. Whodathought. I'm not THAT genius. sheesh. But I still survived. Phew.

The best part came when it was in the afternoon.

At exactly 1.oo pm, we had our group meeting for the upcoming Intrams. We have to choose our color, name, and some other things.

We are called: Blue Aces.

We would have been Blue Archers (pinagsamang La Salle at Ateneo. HEHE) but i don't know the reason why that name was removed. haha. I signed up for badminton (AS USUAL) ... just so you know. HAHA.

hmmm....after the meeting, we went to the Grandstand to participate on the Bugtungan festival... haha...

PLEASE KEEP QUIET. We cheated.

JOKE!!!!

haha!!! you will never know what we've done!! HAHA!!! yeah!!!

HOI. napahiya si kras ni Irene. :) peace tau ha.

NAKAKABALIW!!!

haha!!!

yun yon eh.

pero pagkatapos??

nwla eh. haays. :(

kasi naman... they lep me. :( ang matino lang na kasama ko nun si ano eh.. si SIYA. :))

si my only one.NAKSZX. sino yun?! haha!!

well, anyway... there they were. sitting, laughing.. and me?? i went to the English student teachers' quarters.. I sat there and I was making dark poems, as always.

at 4.4o,we went down, because the keeper of the building was preparing to lock it. So we just went into the shed, and waited and while the rain was pouring down.

at 4.58 pm. my brother said he was in the usual parking and told me to come over NOW. haha.

and so i went... i do not want to use my umbrella so i walked without it. HE was kind enough to accompany me... hehe. YIHEE. hahaha. anyway...we were joking around AGAIN... haha. and that's why my day was complete.

I thought my day would break when I had no one to talk this afternoon before I went home. I was really happy this day..


OH. i almost forgot.

Valentines Day came early for us.

College students were having some thing that says...

give roses to your special someone... YADDA YADDA....

1 rose- I like you. 2 roses- i have a crush on you. 3 roses- Catch me, I'm fallin'. AND....

a BOUQUET of roses- MY HEART IS YOURS.... &hearts


AWWWW... sweet!! haha!!

that's it!!!


xoxo.


aylaby0ue!!! :)
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Date: Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Time: 8:16 PM
today!!

haha. everything went so much fine!! haha!! oh yeah baby. HAHA!!

finally, we have settled things down. phew. :) hmm..,,,

EVENT THIS MORNING: Tree planting.

OMG. i did not plant!! HAHA!! i was the (ehem) official photographer of the tree planting today. oh god. haha. i was saved. :D haha!!! anyway, i would still be the one to develop these pics. my god. got no money again! haha!!! joke lang. haha!

then after that, i didn't eat my snack. So not in the mood to eat because of You-Know-Who....

Not Voldemort, stupid. HIM. You know... HIM!! haha!! Chynn dragged us into a classroom and I sat on the floor, not caring if it's dirty or not,.. hell yeah.

and there... we talked, talked and talked until everything turned out all right. And at 6 pm this evening, we talked again... ON THE PHONE.. ahem.. haha :D we were joking.

OH YEAH. haha. i forgot to mention, i've got nosebleed again...

sheesh.

anyway,

Nastasha, Kim and I sat on the oval this afternoon before it rained. we were talking about our classmates and love ones. EHEM!!!! haha!!

anyway, there HE was. Playing... hihi... HAHA!!!

Goddamn. i'm very addicted to him.. hehe...

when i came home, i went to the "tambayan ng mga tanggero". That place is where our visitors or my brother and father drinks alcohol...I love that place. haha. I also drink in there... JOKE.

The rain was pouring and the winds were blowing. I didn't need for me to go rushing i the rain, the wind just carry the rain and washed me up. haha.

i was talking with him these evening. I wish this happiness would last forever. harhar. :))
that's only what i want to say...


gunayt. :)


ZzZzZzZzZz

xoxo.


P.S. goodluck to all participants in the intrams. :))
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Date: Monday, August 20, 2007
Time: 8:33 PM
Funky Fresh, parang sabon no?

HAHA. Sinabi ni Miggy about sa music ng Maroon 5. haha. ang adik. lagi nalang nya pinagtatawanan mga albums. :)) Kagaya nung kay Justin Timberland(haha. yan talaga yung sinabi ni Miggy with the air quotes haha), Justify

"One of the worst album titles in Pop music history" - Miguel Chavez, Chicosci.
"Bday. Like the one you use in the toilet(pronounce this like: Toy-Ley)" - Miguel Chavez again of Chicoscience.

Haha. And now it's:

"Their music is funky fresh... *laughs* Funk fresh, parang sabon eh no?"

haha!!!!

he's so cute. yihee. *giggles*.

REVELATION:
There is school tomorrow... AGAIN. sheesh. what the hell. what fresh hell... haha!!!

Math test tomorrow. Hope I can pass. Please, help me. awch.

Still coughing and still watching Myx. :))

oh my. I am not typing in paragraphs again... dammit.... anyway... hope my phone's memory will be okay tomorrow.So I can take pix again with my classmates. hehehe. :)

oh. kakain na kami. :)

back!! time check: 8.24 pm. :)

my kuya killed me again.. haha! i mean killed with LAUGHTER!!

he's like stupid. JOKE! :)

STAIRS=ESHTAIRSH? haha!! freaky!! :)) anyway,anywho,anyhow...

i'll sleep at 1o.oo pm 'coz my mum said so. sheesh... haaays..

The tinola is good. then i ate ice cream which was ruined because of my brother's stupid jokes. haha.

i think that's all for now. I'll try to watch our videos of childhood again. haha!!

that's it.

bye.

xoxo

P.S. night to everyone who is reading this.
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Date:
Time: 4:21 PM
*yawn*

aww.i'm very sleepy. tried making a layout. sheesh. didn't work. dammit. anyway... i still have the darn cough. My room is still Hell. It's very hot. The electric fan is positioned directly unto to me which making my runny nose much worse.

WAtching Myx, as always. Then I turned the TV to QTv which is featuring my ALL-TIME FAVORITE ANIME. Gensomaden Saiyuki. I recommend the anime addicts to watch that!!! *giggle* i super LURVE Genjo Sanzo. But still, I love watching the anime when it was still in AXN because their voices on AXN suits them really well. Unlike here in the Philippines, the voices are not. sheesh.

Genjo Sanzo - the Monk. I lab hiiiim. haha!! :))

he is so DAMN HOT! haha!! :)) I love his role in the series...

WAtching the second or third to the last episode of the first season.

I WANT TO HAVE THE CD OF THE WHOLE SEASON!!!!!

sheesh!!!

I love the Gensomaden Saiyuki story. *giggle* hihi. It was my fave other than Hunter X Hunter, Ghost Fighter, Ayashino Ceres, Cooking Master Boy, Rave, Zoids, Legend of the Condor Hero etc...

OMG. Sanzo is so schmexy. HAHA...

I also love Homura, even if he's the mean one. He just got mean because the monks (or the Elders?) took his girl away. Rinrei or someone. I forgot the name.

I feel like crying. I hear the song in Saiyuki that always makes me cry. :(

... okay. ENOUGH OF THAT. I'm getting addicte again.. *jumps up and down*

hehe. i do not know what to say anymore.

OH. the show's ended. They're playing For Real. OMG. It makes me cry. :((

yun yon eh.. geh.., later again.

*waves*

xoxo

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Date: Sunday, August 19, 2007
Time: 10:23 PM
oh my. :))

haha. there's nothing special... huwat. haha!!

no classes tomorrow. YIPEE!! haha!! all raise hands and do the WAVE! haha!!

been texting my clanmates in Chicosci Vampire Social Club. Ate Sage is the only one who is very active. Our princess, ate Miza, has not yet been seen around today. Hmmm.. I wonder what's going on with her...

YOU CAN STAND UNDER MY UMBRELLA.. ella-ella-eh-eh-eh. haha!! That tune is so catchy!!

I do hope I can watch Bring it On again.. hehe... It's so cute.

I still have the cough.. Ick.. My throat's irritated... and I have a backache.. HUWAT. am I old? no way. haha..

What Time is IT? HUNTING TIME. huwahahaha. :)) Let's hunt for blood vampires.. hehe!!

hmmm... It's good to laugh so hard again... Takes away the pressure.. And makes my mind go easily.haha. :)

Finished reading The Party Line and Chain Letter. Pretty scary. Especially Chain Letter. I can't believe that guy did that just because he didn't think that his friends don't care for him. Sheesh... He's been known as their "Caretaker"...

The Party Line? Hmmm... Not really scary enough... The Party Line is like a group talk over the phone where you can meet people and talk to them... and get to know them... And this one guy, kidnaps some of them.. there. not really scary enough... at least.. not for me.. haha.. I know some people doesn't like this kind of story... :)

I also thought about making a story... AGAIN.... I won't post it this time... I'll collect it, saved it in my USB Flash drive.. Then if I want to read it, i'll just plug it in then read. phew.

Watching The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.. It's my brother's favorite. And mine, too. haha!!



Billy is just so funny. My brother is imitating his voice. Makes him stupid. haha!!!!

My phone is still silent. Wonder what happened to all my textmates. Sheesh... Worry, worry, worry. :)) Worrying would make me old. and i DON'T want to be like that!

I'm hungry. haha!!! I want to each CHIPS!! but we don't have one because my brother ate them all in one day. No wonder he's so fat. haha!! :))

anyway. that's all for tonight.

I'll practice Math tomorrow. Our test is on tuesday i think.. Tree planting is on wednesday and I do not know what to say.. HAHA!!

so that's it..

goodbye!!

xoxo

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Date:
Time: 12:22 PM
I DIED!

i'm so sweaty right now yet i have still a little cold. I'm sneezing and coughing and stuck indoors.

Last night I had a dream. A scary one...

The only part I remembered was when we were in a basement, and we were stuck. There are only three people in there, me and two people whom i do not know. The basement was small... and one wall was covered in spikes. Pointed spikes.

the other person, a guy i think, was hurled onto the spikes and died. Me? I don't know the reason but I drank something. And the girl, the other person, said it was poison. A deadly poison that can easily kill you. OMG. hmm... then..,, she was knocking the door down. I don't know how we got out but I remembered that I was sitting on a couch. My Mum was there smiling, not knowing that I will die. She was talking to me, but I can't remember it... The girl finally told my Mum that I accidentally drank the poison. My Mum was freaking out... but I can only hear my heart beating fast... Then I said to myself..

"Apat na heartbeats nalang... patay na ako..."

It was true. After only four beats (maybe even less I think), I died. I felt my heart not pumping anymore. I was totally hopeless. In that instant, my eyes closed. But I can still think...

"Buksan mo mata mo.... Kaya mo yan!!!.... Subukan mong buksan!!!

Then I woke up.

I thought it was real!!! I was afraid... I WOULD like to die. But not now. Now that I find a way to be happy despite of being the center of attention of flying rumors that makes my life a living hell.

I LIKE to die instantly with the use of the blade,.. but still something is holding me back.. there...,,

sheesh. It's the second time I dreamt of dying...,,

glad that was over... :(

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Date: Saturday, August 18, 2007
Time: 7:38 PM
5 happy moments in my life.

hmm... happy momentS? HEHE. :) do i have ANY happy moments in my life? just kidding. i'll enumerate 5...

1st happy moment.
--Elementary Graduation. April 1,2006. (APRIL FOOLS DAY. but there were no fooling around. hehe)

OMG. that moment was so memorable. :),.. I remember, when we were in SM Baguio to get my sandals for the graduation... I don't remember the reason but my Mum and I had a little misunderstanding. She told me I should get my shoes.. ALONE. but i disagreed. After an hour (i think), i didn't find anything suitable for me. The sandals in the department stores were kinda high... like 3 or more than inches which i absolutely WON'T wear... (coz u all know i'm not that Kikay, girly-girl whatever person.)

We went to another mall in Baguio. In Centermall. Gosh... I've found the perfect sandals! it has 2 inches heels yet very simple. We bought it and went back to SM to buy other things. Pheew..., glad that was over.

My dress? it's just simple. Light pink (GROSS. i hate pink.), off-shouldered, knee-length dress. The pics are on my multiply account click this.

My hair was curled. But I absolutely dead refused to have it curled even more. My hair is curly enough and they will curly it so much too?..,, ick...,,

That afternoon, we went to school. The school was decorated very normal. haha. White cloth draped on the chairs. Painted balloons were sticked into pots. just like that.

Every people in the house went to see the memorable (what the--?!) event. Sheesh. Walking down the aisle. YADDA YADDA YADDA. my speech (which is a little bit creepy. haha!) some random things you usually see on graduations and then that was it.

At the end, we're all taking pictures. To be remembered. I pictured with all my close friends, my teachers and my family. haha..

Funny how it seems. I'm glad that elementary days were over. Even though (this I will admit) I miss my old friends... I miss the old days when we were so happy. Even if we're the cause of the most walk-outs of teachers! HAHA!!

ay meesh dee owld deys. :)

2nd happy moment
--My birthday. May 18, 2007.

another OMG!! haha!!! when i woke up that morning, there were texts that greeted me happy birthday..

The first one to greet me on my birthday was Chichi. exactly 12:oo am. Actually, Yael was the first one to greet me. haha!!

yaelyraz: happy birthday!!

but still...

all my online friends were the first one to greet me. yeah!! ilabdem so matsssss.. :)

mwahugz to them!!

and some of my classmates greeted me... and NONE of my former classmates greeted. pak. do i care? NAH. let them be. sheesh.

but in the afternoon, we have to attend my brother's graduation ceremony. oh gaaad. haha!! i was their "photographer" at the time. sheesh!! HAHA!! Met some of my brother's friends. They are so weird like him. haha!!

and then, we went to dinner. Mario's. The restaurant near the convention center. The restaurant which is so...err.. what term can i use?.. hmm.. oh.. FANCY. The restaurant is so fancy. You don't eat with a spoon. You only eat with a fork. :| dammit. I had a hard time eating my food. It was the second time we went to the restaurant. The first time was when my 2nd cousin had her party. An after-graduation thingie. Anyways. Their food was great despite of using a fork only, but their mango shake was a little bit... bland... hehe... i thought there was alcohol in it because i can't connect my earphones in my cellphone.... only it turned out i've been putting it in the wrong way..... what the hell...

haha. that's it...

3rd happy moment.
--The "party" of my cousin. i don't exactly remember the date.

We were in baguio then... My cousin, Kuya Alvic, came back after graduating for the military school in Japan.

QUESTION: Did some of you watched the news about the PMA graduate who was err. there. graduated in Japan.yadda yadda. HAHA!!!

Trivia: When he was interviewed By Dobie (of TV Patrol Northern and Central Luzon) in SM Baguio. I was there. :)) haha... i was with my father, eating in TEA HOUSE (located at the 3rd floor). Good thing, the camera was focused on his face. They shot him while my cousin's back is on us.. HAHA!!! If we were caught in the camera, even if we're a little too far away, i would have made on tv. HAHA. dream on.

on dinner, we (my family, my uncle, my cousin Denise, and cousin Kuya Alvic) decided to celebrate in Dencio's Grill in CAmp John Hay. teehee. We were so FULL when we finished eating.. and the fun doesn't stop there. We also went to Starbucks (still in CJH) and had the VERY best night.

My mum, Denise and I ordered the Iced Coffee Jelly, and the others ordered coffee. I think those Iced Coffee Jelly has vitamins that make you feel CRAZY. omg. the cashier there was my brother's classmate. haha. and he was so DAMN CUTE. haha. anyways...
we didn't finished the drinks so we decided to bring them home.

In the car, sad songs were being played. And Denise was the first one to react on the Iced Coffee Jelly's effect. HAHA. She started singing.. i don't know the title but I'll give you some line.

Pangakoooo...whoa oh oh....

haha. When we reached home, we still didn't go to bed. Me, Denise and Kuya Alvic stayed on the living room and still listening to the radio.

And Denise also started singing the songs. I, who was holding the video cam,got the idea of videoing (video-ing? is that a word?) her. OMG. I couldn't stop laughing!! HAHA!!

I forgot the lines of the song, but i know it, i just can't remember...

Well... haha.Denise started to lip-syncing... it was a love song.. at first it was okay.. then she got the puso ng saging and used it as a MICROPHONE!! haha!!! i really couldn't stop laughing!!! and she pulled a bittergourd and made it also as a microphone!! haha!!.. that was a night to remember!!

PHEW. 2 happy moments to go.

4th happy moment.
--Road Tripping. don't remember the date.

There was I think a party going in our house. Many visitors came. But still, I was happy because me, my cousins, my brother, and our neighbor who is our childhood friend were together.

Finally, because we were so bored, we asked if we could get out of the house. We said that we will just go around in the area with my cousin's van. Because they were so drunk and happy, they let us go.

Actually, I didn't know we weren't just going around in our area. But I was surprised to see we're going a LITTLE too far away. :) We went to Agoo, then Tubao then PUGO... it looks like we're going to baguio! but then we made a shortcut, we went to Rosario.., it was 11 pm.. take note: 11 PM we're in Rosario!! it must be 3o minutes to 1 hour before we can go back..

Fortunately, we still went home fine... HAHA!!! This moment we had kept a big secret. They wouldn't know it anyway. haha!...

i super miss them.. aww. :(

FINALLY!!!

THE 5TH AND LAST HAPPY MOMENT!!!
-- My Cheering Days,... Elementary years....

i started cheering when I was in Grade 2 or 3... yeah.... Why did i choose this moment? i was inspired after I watched Bring it On: All or Nothing this afternoon... reminds me of my days...

i miss cheering because our damn school is into Academics. Always academics.. haays... It burns my mind. ick. dammit...anyways..

basta. that's it....

:)

hope you read this without hesitation....ARGH...

xoxo
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Date:
Time: 10:13 AM
boo yeah.

haha.

soundtrip.

current sound: Me and You by Cassie

i'm fighting the urge to dance. haha! :D OMG. kinikilig ako.,. weehee.. :D.,, waiting for the text of him. hehe. it seems like he can't remember. OUCH.

well. anyways. IT'S RAINING AGAIN! and i'm not going to school. yeah. i am so bad. and i think i might even get a cold. AGAIN.

yesterday, i paid for my brother's bus fee. OUCH. ick. When we got home and started walking, IT RAINED. and we were wet but we didn't care! HAHA!! :p

hmm... still waiting for a special text even if it's just : gud morning.. awts. haays...

I just love Moonstar 88's music vid "Tadhana". They are so comical!!! HAHA!! are their masks bear or dogs or somewhat? haha. i can't really figure it out. :)

Can it rain hard for a few more weeks please?... The Philippines still need rain. harhar. wait. scratch that. I still need a little rain. :) I'm addicted to the Rain, got it? get it? good.

hmm.... i'll post some things later.

xoxo
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Date: Friday, August 17, 2007
Time: 11:47 PM
hmmm...

i cried this afternoon in the classroom. Well, I didn't let it fall. Just wipe it up in my eyes when I felt it. Shoot.

When will we ever make up? AWTS... That's the reason why I'm feeling sad. Then Chynn played When You're Gone by Avril LAvigne. And that's where my eyes released so much tears. ICK.'m,

It's raining... And I hope it would rain tomorrow. So we won't meet for our Bio.. and I won't see the pretty girls who are intimadating...

Been jealous with them, because I know I won't be like them.

The pretty girls:
a.) popular in school.
b.) liked by everyone.
c.) have faces like goddesses

waah... I won't be like them. I'm not that girly type, thank you very much. I'll become a mere emo someday. hihi. :)

I'm really tired from all of this happenings.

SC's Tuloy Pa Rin is making me feel inspired. Inspired to be stand up even though problems are rushing. SHEESH... But some people cannot relate to it... (palibhasa pangit ang gs2 nila. :p) while When You're Gone/Gemini/Nocturne makes me feel unloved. :( but still i love those songs.

and TEENAGERS makes me feel like a.... wild animal? HAHA!! :D these ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME!! haha!! so kyuuuuuut..

well. i'm sleepy. GFN..


xoxo
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Date: Thursday, August 16, 2007
Time: 9:43 PM
my old dearest

FORMER CLASSMATES...

I KNOW I KNOW NAG-IBA NA AKO. but everybody changes diba? impluwensya ito ng mga mas MABABAIT, mas ADIK, mas MASAYANG classmates ko... haays...,,

ewan ku ba... akala ko nakakaalala pa kau.... saws... hmmmm....COMMENT NYO ILAGAY NYO SA CHAT BOX KO. tenx.

nag-iba na din kau ha. di lang natin napapansin.. kasi nga... ayuun. pero akala nyo ba hndi ako updated sa mga ginagawa nyo?

tsismisan na ito tol. :)
TRADE GOSSIPS TAYO!!

wee. hehee..

pasenxa na kung ganito na ako magsalita...

eto naiicp ko eh..

BLOG ko to eh. paki nyo ba. gawa din kayo kung gs2 nyo. bahala keo magpa2ro sa iba kung di nyo alam... from now on, we're not going to be the best of friends. PROMISE...

haaays... we're just going to be ordinary friends, who you rarely see on the streets... Friends that will never be there when you need... Friends who would only talk/remember when they saw you..

Sheesh. napapainggles ako sa inyo eh... pak.... hmmm...

anu pa ba...

so that means, after those years na nagkasama tayo, you're backstabbing me? sheesh... what realy great people you are. :|

please don't pass this to people.,..,

you know...

i hate people who gossips... We sometimes say, "Mind your own business" ayt? well.. I will apply it to the situation of people...

There are 2 reasons which concerns about minding your own business. Some people still gossips because...

1.) they have no business.
and.
2.) they have no mind.

but i think #2 is the most appropriate for YOU because you're not fully grown to have your own job...

YOU HAVE NO MIND. well, don't take that literally.

What i mean to say is that, you are not wise enough to control your stupid MOUTH...
If you are wise, you'll just ignore these things and carry on with life..

I HATE PEOPLE WHO GOSSIPS BECAUSE YOU'RE MAKING LIFE A LIVING HELL, okay?!
Please understand... This would be the first time that I will take you seriously...

i know i've changed... but what can you do right?... you can't change me... it's too late... we've been apart for almost two years i think... yeah... hmm...

SANA MAY GANA PA KAYONG BASAHIN TO AH...

okay.. this last part..I will make peace to you...

Thanks for such being GOOD friends to me... (even though some are plastics. HEHE.)

This is a BLOG... for some who don't know.. I'M SORRY IF I'M OFFENDING SOME OF YOU!!

Blog is an online journal.., An alternative to a diary. i think they made this because they think Diaries would be old-fashioned. Also because, you know, things are getting high-teched... hmmm... But still, i have a blog and a personal diary. i mean, a VERY personal diary. :)

Peace po tayung lahat. naiiyak ako dahil nagbago tayong lahat....Please don't make fun of this... After all, blog is created to pour your thoughts down... when you have no diary, or you're just too tired to write. :)

AYOKO NG AWAY Ah. peace tayo... i hope you'll understand what i'm trying to say....

thanks in advance to the people who would cooperate with what i am saying..

to the others who won't? pak you all mehn.

sheesh.

u know i live for a quiet life... all i need is peace... i've been an EMO for the past days... I don't want to tell it because you're so into gossips.. JEEZ...
I have many problems and don't you dare walk into my life carrying some of it?

OKAY?! or else i'll kick your butt.

sheesh..

END.

xoxo..

iamstartingtohateyou.beenverydisappointed....
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Date: Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Time: 9:22 PM
hello hello hello

uyea!! natapos din ang mga mahihirap na test!! YIPEE!! hahaha.. Naantok ako sa Aral Pan. kanina ha... hihi... be QUIET!!

oist.. YUNG 3RD YEAR NA NAGSASABI NUNG KUNG ANO MAN YUN.. haha. ISYATAP YOU FREAK OF NATURE,,.. di yun 22o. saws. may ebidensya ka?! mapapatunayan mo ba yun?. SAWS. IKAW HA.. kung 22o man yun,, inggit ka siguro noh? kasi kung hndi ka inggit, hindi mo ipagsasabi yun.. ikaw ha!! YIHEE!! hahaha!! baka madaming may ayaw sayo kaya ka gnyan? saws.. hahaha!! nakakatuwa ka!! :))

pasenxa nalang kung yung pinagsasabihan ko eh "mabait" pala. HAHA!!! ang kyoot!! haha.. . paki mo ba kasi... hmm...

MAY SUSPETSA NA AKO KUNG SINO YUN!! haha. ang kyoot talaga!! :D.. dami2 na... bakit hndi mo ba kayang ipagsabi sa akin yun nang harap-harapan. paki ko ba kasi sayo. INAANO BA KITA? unless ikaw yung dati.... HAHAHA!!! ansaya neto!!

WALA AKONG PAKIALAM KAHIT MAGALIT KAYO. hmpft. HAHA!!!

BLOG KO TO. KEA WALA KANG MAGAGAWA!! :p

hahaha!!

ansama ko.

kayo kasi eh. ginaganyan nyo ako... YOU ALSO MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL!! haha!! :D okay lang... sanay na ako.. hihi.... sige.. BATUHAN NYO AKO NG MGA WADAPAK RUMORS NA YAN... harapin nyo kami!!!

DUWAG NINYO. saws. tanong nyo sa akin harap-harapan.

WOOCHOO.. hahha!!!


ANG KYOOT NYONG MAGKALAT NG KAHIT ANONG ADIK NA TSISMIS!!!

Boy and Kris!! haha!!!!


ANSAYA!!

xoxo.
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Date: Monday, August 13, 2007
Time: 9:25 PM

AFTER A LONG TIRING DAY...

natapos din ang exams. phew. i thought i wouldn't make it. HAHA. :D so ayun...

argh. yung English namin.. waaaaaah... nakakaasar!!.. nagpakahirap akong mag-review sa libro, tapos nag-aalala pa ako dahil wala yung notebook ko.. tapos... ISANG STORY LANG PLA YUNG KINUHA...

mahirap basahin yung Thousand Cranes noh?! ADIK KA BA?!.. psshh..,,..


MAYA NALANG ULI!!


NANGGUGULO SI KUYA EH..ASAR.
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Date: Friday, August 10, 2007
Time: 11:21 AM
a morning post

haays..

been up for an hour.. (it's 7.38 am.)i told bloo i will sleep for 8 hours. but guess what..i didn't..just a little bit sleep would complete that stupid 8 hours...

Still feeling hot, still my head aches and i still have the cough..Practically, i still have that stupid, good-for-nothing illness I caught the night after I pranced in the rain with blOo and Lynust. But still, i love the rain. EVen if it's giving me this Hell-like illness. but now, I feel like throwing up too. URGH.

Been watching Myx. SC's Crazy For You was played. Been inspired for that. I am really HUNGRY. i haven't taken my breakfast yet. and i have no intention to eat. i am really going out-of-bounds.

blOo said i should eat.. To make me feel better... But what am I doing? Blogging. I should have been eating now...

But what the hell...

I"m staring at my cuts from yesterday's blade. The cuts weren't nine. There are ten cuts on the left side of my wrists. I'm wondering if I would do it again. Seems like fun. But I can't risk another fight with blOo.

ok so here am i again. it's 1o.23 am. i'm eating Oreo cookies. how i love oreo!! my god!!

Still watching Myx. It's playing Crazy Love by Kim Chiu. For some reason, i dislike Kim. Why? I don't know. It's still a mystery to me while everyone loves Kim. err. The hell I care.

I changed the channel to Jack TV. Don't like Love is all I Need by Yasmien Kurdi. It makes me shiver. haha!

MAD TV! Even though some scenes contains explicit content, it still funny. I think it's funny because I deduct those scenes in my mind. harhar.

Well, back to Myx. PASAN DROPPED 3 PLACES! I'm really sure... SPONGE COLA WOULD BE NO.1!! HAHA!!!

go Sponge!!!


anyways.. got to stop this blog... i think it's been long enough.. it may be boring to read...

HAHA.

sothatendsmylittleyetlongstupidblog.
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Date: Thursday, August 9, 2007
Time: 5:37 PM
this day!!!

hmm...,,

umuulan.malakas.habang mainit ako, may sipon, may ubo. hmpft. watta great day.. pero 22o.. great and day na ito.. bakit? wala lang,, haha.. ang labo ko talaga. hmm..

ayun.. kagabi pala.. 11.3o na ako natulog. si blOo kasi eh.. haha.. makulet..hmm.
tapos ayun..

suspended ksi ang classes ngaun... kaya nagpapahinga ako.. at nag-iinternet. haha.. nakausap ko uli si blOo kanina.. tapos akla ko galit xa kaya ang ginawa ko...

sinugatan ko sarili ko.

yes.. gumamit ako ng blade. :)

nung una mahapdi pero ngaun ok na. HAHA. baka ma-inlab ako d2 sa ginagawa ko.. self-mutilation...haays...

baka sa susunod, sugat-sugatan na ako.. :|sakit talaga mehn.. haays..

pero nag-kaayos din naman... okie na ang lahat.. :) ang sarap maligo sa ulan kaso ayaw akong payagan eh...ang daya nya ksi.. hehe.. :p haha!!

so ayun.. wala ako masabi.. speechless mode agen.. hehe.. :)


sige yun muna for now..

em watching the rain fall..hehehe..


xoxo
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Date: Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Time: 9:10 PM

nakikinig ako ngaun ng Stolen.. shucks.. inlab na ako sa song na to.. haays.. kinikilig ako na ewan!! haha!

nag-away nanaman kasi kami ni blOo kaya di ako mapakali kanina.. kasi naman... di lang ako sumagot dun sa sinabi nyang.. "Ayaw mo ata akong katabi eh.." sows. ayown. nagtampo uli.. English tym un.. haays..

ang galit ko tlga... >.< pero mas malala yung galit nya..

si DEVILITA KANINA MAY NILALANDI NANAMAN.. saws....dami nyang reserve after her recent break-up with her BF. bwisit.

wag lang nya landiin ang labs ko.. haha!! ganun?!...

haha!! weeeeee...

sana tumawag or magtext man lang si blOo.. haays... >.< mahirap makamiss ng isang tao.. bwisit..haays..

NAG-AALALA AKO OKEII?!

hmm..

la palang pasok bukas.. signal #2 daW? yehey!!! my dream came true!! HAHA!!

wahahah!! wehehhee.. weeeeee. :p

so umuulan nnaman.. magkakasakit ata ako eh!! nilalamig ako kanina sa classroom pero yung mga classmates ko naiinitan.. brr.... >.<

sakit sakit pa ng ulo ko.. naman eh!! tapos may sipon at ubo pa! nyemenz naman!!! argh.. grrr....

ahm.. anu pa ba?

err... bloo.. BLOO!!!

pak. adik na ako ke bloo.. >.<

haha


ayaw ko kc ng PINK (KADIRI!!) kaya BLOO nalang. :D

haha


ANG CORNY KO..

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Date: Friday, August 3, 2007
Time: 9:01 PM

:)

ang saya na malungkot...

ang gulo kasi eh...,,

ganito nangyari kaninang umaga...

maaga akong nagising.. mga 6.oo am.. tsk. ang lameeg kasi eh... kaya ayown.. pero naligo ako mga 7. tpos natapos akong maghanda mga 8.30... kasi yung rubber shoes ko, nasa kwarto ko na tinulugan ng bisita. weeh... kaya ayown..

pagkadating ko dun sa school...

una kong nakita.. nagja-jumping rope si rochelle.. tapos yung mga ibang tao na.. tapos nakita ko si blOo.. then si Chynn.. tapos si Mariel.. tapos lahat na.. ahhahaa...pero hindi pa kami kumpleto nun...kaya naman.. naisipan namin na pumunta ng net shop..

THE PEOPLE: Me, blOo, Chynn, Lyn, Nash, Joanes and Daniel..

ayown.. Fil-Oz kami.. tsk tsk! ayown.... katabi ko si blOo. err.. tapos.. yun..

dumating ung schoolmate ko dati.. pinababa nya ako.. ayun.. pagkabalik ko di nnmn ako pinapansin ni blOo...,,,.. ayan...,,,.. nagseselos "daw". kinausap ko lng nman.. hmpft...

nung bumalik ako..,, bgla ba naman nagtext yung mga nasa school na kumpleto na daw yung members sa group namin kea nagmamadali kaming umalis nina Chynn at Lyn... tapos tinitigan ako ni blOo ng..err.. ewan ko jan.. tapos yun.. iniwan namin cla ksma yung iba pa naming classmates na andun...,,

nung pagkadating namin sa school.. hindi pa pla kami kumpleto.. WTF... naglakad-lkad uli kami..,, para humanap ng spot ng practice.. nung bumalik kami, andun na yung mga buong group ni blOo,.. ayan.. di na ako pinapancn.. :( nag-aalala nanaman ako..

nakahanap kami ng spot... dun sa may old quadrangle..,, pero di rin namin maxado nagamit kasi kinuha nila,.. hayss....

yung isang group.. ginamit tong cp ko as a PLAYER. kasi meron yung song nila dun...

habang pinapa2g2g ko.. nakasandal ako sa pader.. at ayown.. alam nyo na yung gngwa ko pag may pader. UNTOG!! >.<

kinakausap ni Chynn nung tym na yun si blOo eh... tapos nung nakita nila akong inuuntog yung sarili ko sa pader. sinugod ako bgla ni Chynn papunta dun ke blOo.. at para mapalayo dun sa pader. >.<

tapos lumayo kmi dun sa nagpapraktis.. ayown.. nag-usap nanaman kmi.. ayun... nagkaayos na din...


PERO.

ETO NA NANGYARI NUNG LUNCH!!

ang decision namin: JOLLIBEE. ayown.. andun ako, Chynn, Lyn, Demonyita (ARGH, Danika, Issah, Minggai, Loraine, Louis, Kranz, Rhusty, and si blOo, na hindi nanaman ako pinapansin.. >.<

nung una, dun kaming tatlo sa may stairs, pero inalok kami nina Ming dun sa table nila.. ayown.. pero sinabi nina Chynn at Lyn na humiwalay kami sa kanila kasi pag-uusapan namin si Demonyita.

ayown...

sina blOo naman.. nasa tabing table nina Demonyita HMPHFT.

haays.. ayown... kain kain.. talk talk.. joke joke.. tapos. END.

pero din.. hmm..nung kumakain palang sina Demonyita.., si blOo nasa likod nya,... para bang guardian angel ni Demonyita,, tss... ayown.. badtrip.

magkasunod lang kami ntpos nina blOo. at isa rin ang patutunguhan namin. sa Fil-Oz.. uli...

andun si Kranz.. na naguha ng PLATO NG JOLLIBEE! HAHA!!

promise to peepz. nilagay nya yung plato ng jollibee sa BAG NYA!! what?! ang kapal noh?! haha!! san nya kea ggmitin yun??

hmm.. tapos ayun.. andun nanaman sa Fil-Oz yung dalawa ko pang dating classmate.. xempre.. friends kami kea nag-usap kami.. ang pangit nga lang kasi.. andun si blOo, na mukhang nagagalit nanaman sa akin..

umalis na yung dalawa kong classmate, tapos nag-dota na silang lahat....,,,

eto naman si Lyn, naghahanap ng mga pang-comment nya sa BF nya, :).. tapos ang pinipili nya yung mga love images. HAAYS.. ntatamaan ako nun.. :p

hanggang sa umalis na kaming tatlo,..

haays..

skip na yung part na nagjumping rope..

pumunta kami sa office ng mama ni Chynn para mag-internet.. kaso hindi kami pinayagan kasi busy daw cla. kya andun lang kami sa sofa na malapit sa door..,, nag-uusap..

pinag-usapan namin si Demonyita. sya ang main topic namin..

ako.. wala lang.... nakaupo..tapos kinakabahan.. ang lakas nga ng tibok ng puso ko eh.. tapos ang bilis pa.. tapos nanginginig pa ako..labas pasok nga ako eh.. pero may tym na pumasok uli ako na namumula daw mata ko.. :(

ayan.. biglang may ngtext kay Chynn..

"Uhm.. c blOo i2. Asn kau? Asan ang xoxo ko?"

gnyan lang muna.. kasi hindi ko alam ang buong text.. limot ko na...eto naman yung nireply..

C:"malapit sa dorm. nand2 xa. nakaupo. malapit sa dingding. umiiyak."

kaya ayan... sumugod silang dalawa ni Snorlax...

natatawa pa ako nun..

kasi tinaguan namin cla..

ako: nsa likod ng glass door. haha. nakaupo.. pero yung position ko yung natutulog..
Chynn: nagtago dun sa likod ng table. harhar..
Lyn: nsa isang room. nagtetext. haha

si Snorlax yung unang sumugod.. tawa pa ako ng tawa nun... kasi hindi nya ako napapansin kahit halata na ako na un.. pero dahil nakita nya si Chynn.. hndi ko na napigilan.. tumawa na ako ng malakas!! hahaha!.. pero si blOo?

nsa labas lang.. naghihintay,. pero nung tumagal-tagal.. hndi nya napigilan... pumasok xa...

sabi nya sa akn mag-usap daw kami ng masinsinan.. :| pero... di ako makapagsalita..
para ngang gs2 kong umiyak eh... pero hindi ko magawa..

haays..

pero nilayo nya ako.. dun kami sa may OB (over the bakod).. dun kmi nag-usap since walang katao-tao.. haays..

ayun...

dun..

na..

nagkaayos..

tapos..

haays..

tapos pagktapos namin mag-usap.. sina LYN at yung BF nyang laging tawa ng tawa. si mark.. haha

ayown.. tawa ng tawa.. tapos gnun.. yun.. tapos.. ayown..

haha

anlabo ko tlga!!

ayun.. bsta mgnda na yung araw ko.. :)



NTAPOS DIN!!
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Date: Thursday, August 2, 2007
Time: 10:41 PM

hmmm...

eto nanaman ako.. nararamdaman ko nanaman yung dugo dun sa likod ng ulo ko.. yun bang parang flower na nag-bloom..

resulta po iyan ng madalas na pag-untog ng ulo sa pader.... TOTOO PO IYAN...

kahit na nagagalit na sa akin yung mga IMPORTANTENG tao sa buhay ko (sa classroom),.. sina blOo,chynn at lyn.. wala ako paki.. err.. ang sarap ng feeling nun.. pramizz.

try nyo,..

yan ang parusa ko sa sarili ko... para sa mga nagawa kong kasalanan,..

lalo na ang pagiging SELFISH... haaays,,,....sakit sakit ng ulo ko.. pakness...

argh..,,

kanina...nung umaga.. masaya ako.. pero nung tumagal-tagal eh...,, ayun na... bad trip... nang-away pa ako... OUCH NAMAN YUN... T_T...

kaya ayun.. nung hapon... diretso sa likod ng room at inuntog-untog nanaman ang ulo kong malapit na mawasak.. :|

magkakaroon na ako ng brain damage dito eh.. tapos..

bago kami umuwi... nag-open forum kami (kaso 6 lang kmi nun..)... tapos...aun.. umuwi na kami.. HAHA.. yoko na sabihin yung nangyari.. wala naman kc nangyari eh.. haha..


ANLABO KO.. :)

kabaliwaaaan.. weeeeee.... :))

hahaha...

SANA BUKAS HINDI BADTRIP...

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Date: Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Time: 9:08 PM

masaya naman ako...haha!! ang ganda.. :) err.. haha!!

wala ako magawa.. MAHAL KO YUNG MGA DINGDING!!!! araw2 kami magkasama nyan!! lagi nga kami nag-uuntugan eh! oh diba??? haha!!

current music: SWEET ESCAPE.
current mood: HAPPY and have the urge to DANCE. HARHAR!! haha!! :))

so this it. >nakzx..< haha.

i need some hug.. aww... >.<.. kung pwede lang kasi sanang.... WAG NA!.. mga chismosa and chismoso... woot! haha!! get lost.., yiiiieee. haha!!

bakit nnman kya ako ganito?tsk!!! haha!! ang saya ko talaga!! yehey!! celebrate tayo!!!

pero bukas siguro, bad3p nnman.. haays. buhay nga naman oo... tsk tsk..

mga nagbabasa d2... wala lang.. enjoy reading all my stupid good-for-nothing posts.. :)


xoxo
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